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  1. God kiwiing damn it.

    Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:22:08 UTC from web
    1. @mastertdi you all right?

      Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:27:36 UTC from web
      1. @awlditzy No. My dad's gone back to drinking and that'll mean a lot of screaming when mum gets home, maybe worse, all while I have to worry about school.

        Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:29:24 UTC from web
        1. @mastertdi i'm sorry to hear of it truly. I haven't a clue as to how it is with a parent like that.

          Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:30:46 UTC from web
          1. @awlditzy You're lucky then. It's pretty mangoesing horrible for everyone involved.

            Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:31:50 UTC from web
            1. @mastertdi seems like it. Likely worse than a father who was just violent. Less predictable.

              Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:32:35 UTC from web
              1. @awlditzy I'm not sure how much of this I should even share on the timeline, but I'm always worried about there being violence. It's happened before, intentionally or not.

                Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:35:37 UTC from web
                1. @mastertdi i have to get going for laundry soon, else i'd be on skype as now. We can talk about this when i return, if you'd like.

                  Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:37:06 UTC from web
                  1. @awlditzy Maybe. I don't wanna bog down RDN with it.

                    Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:39:34 UTC from web
        2. @mastertdi You'll be able to leave soon, right?

          Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:31:44 UTC from web
          1. @soren In what sense? Come Thursday I'll be able to take refuge at school, though that won't be without stress either. But I assume you mean like leave home, which currently isn't an option.

            Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:33:43 UTC from web
            1. @mastertdi I did mean leave home. I'm sorry that that's a bit of a ways off for you.

              Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:35:06 UTC from web
              1. @soren Don't be sorry. I've survived sixteen years, what's another... dole I really need some plans for the future.

                Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:36:54 UTC from web
                1. @mastertdi Unless you live in a big city you'll probably be able to afford an apartment working 30-40 hours at minimum wage as long as you grab some roommates or get a cheap place. The hardest part is getting transportation.

                  Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:41:04 UTC from web
                  1. @soren Buh. I would actually like to try living on a university campus, but I don't think I'm prepared for something like that yet anyway. (Also moving out would likely make my dad drink more)

                    Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:45:19 UTC from web
                    1. @mastertdi That your Mom doesn't leave or take care of it is not your responsibility. That's one of the hardest lessons to learn.

                      Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:46:32 UTC from web
                      1. @soren Sigh.

                        Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:48:56 UTC from web
                        1. @mastertdi I'm sorry. That's a hard situation, but you won't have to deal with it forever.

                          Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:49:42 UTC from web
                          1. @soren I know that. I'm just worried what the end of it will entail.

                            Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:52:15 UTC from web
                            1. @mastertdi I'm not sure what to say- there's a lot I could say, but I will wish you happiness regardless.

                              Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:54:21 UTC from web
                              1. @soren I am not sure what to say either. I wish mastertid the best of luck. Call the police of things get violent.

                                Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:56:12 UTC from web
                                1. @m14brony Thank you. It wouldn't be my first time calling emergency services so I'm prepared for it to come to that, as much as one can be.

                                  Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:59:00 UTC from web
                              2. @soren I appreciate it. Happiness feels quite a ways away from me right now, but the people here sure know how to keep me going.

                                Sunday, 31-Aug-14 15:57:00 UTC from web
                                1. @mastertdi Joy is usually found when you're content with yourself- you'll find that even if your parents are being less than satisfactory, you can still be just fine.

                                  Sunday, 31-Aug-14 16:00:37 UTC from web
                                  1. @soren My parents aren't even the main cause of it, it's more about feeling inept in everything I do and feeling like I'm going to live a miserable, joyless life, but that's a dilemma for another day.

                                    Sunday, 31-Aug-14 16:02:50 UTC from web
                                    1. @mastertdi I used to be very similar. I have some specific advice for that but it's not that great to hear- remind me when you're feeling a bit better than you are now.

                                      Sunday, 31-Aug-14 16:05:04 UTC from web
                                      1. @soren Sure.

                                        Sunday, 31-Aug-14 16:05:43 UTC from web