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  1. i juan

    Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 05:56:26 UTC from web
    1. @yodelerty I juan-t you

      Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 05:59:51 UTC from web
      1. @northernnarwhal Eh?!!

        Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:00:29 UTC from web
        1. @yodelerty there can be only juan!!

          Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:01:03 UTC from web
        2. @yodelerty juan-t -> "want"

          Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:02:36 UTC from web
          1. @northernnarwhal you want me???????

            Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:03:19 UTC from web
            1. @yodelerty ...yes

              Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:08:34 UTC from web
              1. @northernnarwhal blushu

                Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:09:00 UTC from web
                1. @yodelerty huggu~

                  Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:10:01 UTC from web
                  1. @northernnarwhal I want your huggus pls :C

                    Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:11:04 UTC from web
                    1. @yodelerty You get all my huggus :D

                      Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:11:59 UTC from web
                      1. @northernnarwhal but not in the irl location

                        Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:13:24 UTC from web
                        1. @yodelerty You know if I could I would

                          Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:14:55 UTC from web
                          1. @northernnarwhal yeahhhhhhhh :///

                            Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:15:14 UTC from web
                            1. @yodelerty If only we knew each other when I visited Alberta a few years ago

                              Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:18:50 UTC from web
                              1. @northernnarwhal Yeah but then I was even more of a loser so you wouldn't have enjoyed my company anyway

                                Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:19:31 UTC from web
                                1. @yodelerty Meh, I kinda hate the person I was in the past too. Like even me from a year ago is pretty different compared to me now.

                                  Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:22:36 UTC from web
                                  1. @northernnarwhal That surprises me, honestly. But I guess people change quickly. Even the person I was a year ago was worse. Much worse. I shudder at the thought

                                    Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:23:27 UTC from web
                                    1. @yodelerty The Tyler that joined RDN and the Tyler that currently logs onto RDN are two different people. I imagine me from the past would be probably hate a lot of me in the present.

                                      Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:24:44 UTC from web
                                      1. @northernnarwhal That's okay. I think that might be a good thing. Present you is amazing anyway so past you can suck it.

                                        Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:28:34 UTC from web
                                        1. @yodelerty I wonder if future me will have similar disdain towards present me

                                          Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:35:18 UTC from web
                                          1. @northernnarwhal I guess we'll find out. Hopefully not because present you is too good

                                            Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:36:17 UTC from web
                                            1. @yodelerty Present me might disagree with that

                                              Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:42:48 UTC from web
                                              1. @northernnarwhal but why

                                                Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:44:14 UTC from web
                                                1. @yodelerty Because I have crippling self doubt and no concrete plan for my future

                                                  Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:47:04 UTC from web
                                                  1. @northernnarwhal True, but self-doubt is natural I think. And you're only 17 so there's no big rush to decide what you want to do. Take your time and enjoy yourself. Expand your skill set. Something will click. I know it.

                                                    Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:48:26 UTC from web
                                                    1. @yodelerty Sometimes I seem to lose sight of or even reflect on what it is I actually want out of life and usually the more I think about it the more depressed I get.

                                                      Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:51:48 UTC from web
                                                      1. @northernnarwhal I know that all too well. If I knew how to manage those emotions I'd tell you. Life's confusing. But you're a really smart guy. I know you'll figure something out. And if you don't, it's okay. It'll work out.

                                                        Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:53:29 UTC from web
                                                        1. @yodelerty You certainly have more faith in me than I do

                                                          Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:55:33 UTC from web
                                                          1. @northernnarwhal I think it's easier to believe in others than ourselves. So that makes sense

                                                            Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:56:30 UTC from web
                                                            1. @yodelerty That makes sense, especially with the idea of us projecting our ideas of the ideal human onto other people around us

                                                              Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 06:59:20 UTC from web
                                                              1. @northernnarwhal Eh? Not sure what you mean there

                                                                Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:00:08 UTC from web
                                                                1. @yodelerty Like, you know how we idolize people? ("x is so beautiful" "x is so talented"). Basically, we take our ideas of what makes a flawed human being more perfect and associate them with people we look up to and admire.

                                                                  Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:03:59 UTC from web
                                                                  1. @northernnarwhal Ah. I didn't think of that. That makes a lot of sense. You really know your stuff.

                                                                    Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:05:25 UTC from web
                                                                    1. @yodelerty Aw shucks, I dunno about that. I don't think I'm all that smart or anything.

                                                                      Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:11:01 UTC from web
                                                                      1. @northernnarwhal I know you don't. But the thing is you're wrong. You're really smart. I can see it in you everyday through what you say and do. Your intelligence shines through a lot more than you realize.

                                                                        Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:13:17 UTC from web
                                                                        1. @yodelerty Oh man, you're too kind <3 Thank you.

                                                                          Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:17:08 UTC from web
                                                                          1. @northernnarwhal You're very welcome, Ty. I 100% mean everything I say and believe it to be true. Just so you know.

                                                                            Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:20:31 UTC from web
                                                                            1. @yodelerty To be honest I'm not used to receiving so many compliments o-o Usually I just do.

                                                                              Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:22:27 UTC from web
                                                                              1. @northernnarwhal You're going to get a lot more if you keep being your awesome self <3

                                                                                Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:26:16 UTC from web
                                                                                1. @yodelerty I don't know how to deal with praise. A lot of the time I feel I either don't deserve it or that I'll never be satisfied with anything I do creatively.

                                                                                  Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:31:07 UTC from web
                                                                                  1. @northernnarwhal Believe me, you do deserve it. And if you're never satisfied you'll always be pushing to do better. That's the positive side.

                                                                                    Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:32:09 UTC from web
                                                                                    1. @yodelerty You're more than likely right about all this, I'm just one of many people who deals with harsh auto-critique

                                                                                      Wednesday, 19-Nov-14 07:37:09 UTC from web