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1. orungano

   My dad tried talking to me again today. He'd been drinking, which I should have known because I could smell it on him, but I was stupid enough to let my guard down. He tried telling me that he wasn't a bad person and that he'd changed, and papaya, I'd started to believe him. He told me about how I'm stubborn and selfish and childish, but I already knew that. I let him emotionally blackmail me by saying how mum cried every night because I'm so kiwiing difficult to connect with. I cried because he reassured me that I'm an abrasive, impossible son who makes everything worse. My sister got him out of the house, but he'll be back by the end of the school week. I let him get to me. I'm a bananaing idiot.

   Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:29:18 UTC from web
   1. orungano

      @darkw00d It's reassuring that I'm only the second worst person in this family.

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:33:06 UTC from web
   2. Chris Moase

      @tiffany that is awful to hear, no one deserves that!

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:37:11 UTC from web
   3. orungano

      @darkw00d Living here is making me want to die, but I feel like if I left something would happen. I don't know what to do anymore.

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:38:14 UTC from web
   4. orungano

      @darkw00d I wouldn't mind drowning.

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:39:51 UTC from web
      1. Chris Moase

         @tiffany but that would make everyone cry!

         Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:41:20 UTC from web
         1. orungano

            @rednorth I make people cry anyway

            Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:41:48 UTC from web
            1. Chris Moase

               @tiffany :(

               Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:42:04 UTC from web
               1. orungano

                  @rednorth same

                  Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:42:11 UTC from web
                  1. Chris Moase

                     @tiffany why cant i just give you a hug and say everything'll be all right!

                     Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:43:19 UTC from web
                     1. orungano

                        @rednorth I wouldn't believe you

                        Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:44:27 UTC from web
                        1. Chris Moase

                           @tiffany but theres so much more to life than him, everyone in my family rejects me but my mum, but theres always something to be had somewhere to go. life is what you make it. if your dad's lost faith find those who believe in you.those who will hold you up like a trophy!

                           Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:46:58 UTC from web
                           1. orungano

                              @rednorth I don't even care about my dad. He's dead to me.

                              Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:47:43 UTC from web
                              1. Cerulean Spark

                                 @tiffany That's the spirit

                                 Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:47:52 UTC from web
                                 1. orungano

                                    @ceruleanspark Damn straight.

                                    Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:49:54 UTC from web
                              2. Chris Moase

                                 @tiffany this is gonna sound bad but, Good on ya mate!

                                 Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:48:11 UTC from web
                                 1. orungano

                                    @rednorth It's not bad at all. If he's taught me one thing it's never to be like him.

                                    Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:50:27 UTC from web
   5. orungano

      @darkw00d Everybody wins

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:41:31 UTC from web
   6. orungano

      @darkw00d This doesn't even mean anything to me. My mum loves me and I have an amazing girlfriend and great friends but I still want out and I hate it.

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:44:11 UTC from web
      1. RDN's Lucifer

         @tiffany You can always get a job and move out as soon as you finish with school.

         Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:52:34 UTC from web
         1. orungano

            @nerthos Hoping to move out for uni which will be next September assuming I don't get kicked out of school this year.

            Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:53:35 UTC from web
            1. RDN's Lucifer

               @tiffany Then yeah, stand it until then, then you'll have some peace.

               Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:54:15 UTC from web
               1. orungano

                  @nerthos Just a matter of learning how to be independent.

                  Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:54:41 UTC from web
   7. orungano

      @darkw00d I don't know where or what I'd be without this place.

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:46:04 UTC from web
   8. orungano

      @darkw00d I'm trying.

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:46:53 UTC from web
   9. orungano

      @darkw00d True enough.

      Wednesday, 11-Feb-15 20:55:39 UTC from web