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Six hours of ME2 on three hours of bad sleep and my eyes and brain are shot. How's everyone here?
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:20:58 UTC from web-
@flaredancer sorta okay. You?
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:21:34 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Tired and brain fried. Still haven't finished it, but can't brain anymore. *headdesk*
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:22:07 UTC from web-
@flaredancer @derpyshy speaking of brain fried. Also, this entire evening I've just been feeling on the verge of puking.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:23:22 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen *hugs* I'm sorry, hun :/
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:23:53 UTC from web-
@flaredancer #hugs its okay.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:24:14 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen I wish I could help
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:25:00 UTC from web-
@flaredancer I know. It's okay. Nothing anyone can really do.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:25:21 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Yeah, I know :/ But, still...
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:26:40 UTC from web-
@flaredancer don't worry about it. Just be #happy :)
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:27:08 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen I'll do my best, hun =^.^=
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:27:38 UTC from web-
@flaredancer thank you
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:29:11 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Sure thing =^.^= <3
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:29:34 UTC from web-
@flaredancer thanks
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:30:04 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen No problem! *hugs*
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:30:26 UTC from web-
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:31:46 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:32:13 UTC from web
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Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:32:33 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@renovatedkitchen *tacklehugs*
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:32:47 UTC from web-
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:33:34 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:34:00 UTC from web
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@flaredancer so today, there was for a bout a minute that I felt like I was at a mall or something because I could hear people talking. Couldn't make it out, just sounded like mumbles all while laying on my bed
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:35:47 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen That happens to me sometimes. Usually right before I'm going to fall asleep. Jolts me awake. Sometimes it just happens, though
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:36:40 UTC from web-
@flaredancer so wierd. I wasn't tired at all either. The last time it was something that felt like my ears were hearing it was the sound of some creepy woman laughing for 4~5 minutes straight.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:38:13 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen I don't think I've had that happen. Usually it's just a babble of voices. Not even like a mall... more like a small concert hall at a sold out show
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:39:11 UTC from web-
@flaredancer yes. Concert hall is what I meant. Not mall. Crazy woman laugh scared me though. Lol
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:40:21 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Yeah, that sounds scary :/
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:41:43 UTC from web-
@flaredancer lol. Ya. It happened at work. Asked my friend if he heard it. Said no. I walked everywhere and it was just as loud. It was like on repeat.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:44:05 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Yeah, it doesn't ever seem to go away...
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:45:43 UTC from web-
@flaredancer lol. Tell me about it, eh.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:47:22 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen *hugs* I'm sorry, hun
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:47:47 UTC from web-
@flaredancer it's okay. How you been?
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:48:40 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen I've been pretty good. Had dinner with the family tonight :3
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:49:46 UTC from web-
@flaredancer oh yeah! How did it go?
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:50:17 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Good. Mom made beef stew lol She made me fish and some veggies, though :3
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:51:59 UTC from web-
@flaredancer Awww. That's awesome! Glad to hear you guys had a great time! ^_^
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:52:39 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Yeah, it was nice =^.^= We watched The Grey
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:54:24 UTC from web-
@flaredancer nice! What's the grey?
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:55:02 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:56:50 UTC from web-
@flaredancer neat! It worth watching?
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:57:53 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Definitely! I saw it in the theatres and it was well worth the price
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:58:34 UTC from web-
@flaredancer that's awesome! I'll pick it up next time then :3
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:59:25 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen It's really good =^.^=
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:01:08 UTC from web-
@flaredancer can't wait then ^_^ or I'll...sample it tomorrow on the PC
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:01:53 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Heh That works, too
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:04:29 UTC from web-
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:05:19 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:06:26 UTC from web
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@renovatedkitchen That's not good :c You should take some (random letter)-vitamins :) #FlutterHug
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@derpyshy I don't think it's something vitamins can fix sadly.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:28:57 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen why not? Is It something serious?
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@derpyshy serious? I would say very much yes, especially knowing my history. It used to be something I could overlook, but it's giving me more serious problems for a while now.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:31:31 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Is it an illness, or is it that voice you were taking about?
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@derpyshy mix the two together I suppose.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:33:18 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Awe... so, could it be that your illness affects the voice, and because of this, the voice affects your illness, and so on? :c I hope it gets better sion, then #BestHugs
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@derpyshy pretty much almost everyday feel like my only hope to live in peace is to smash my head. Simply put.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:39:22 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen D: have you seen a psychologist about it? #Hugs
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@derpyshy for counseling yes, because my parents were worried that I was insane/suicidal. But I tricked her and I was passed as perfectly okay. Long story.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:42:51 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Have you tried just "blocking it out"?
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@derpyshy no. It's WAY past that point. I just want to embrace it now.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:48:20 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen can't you "discuss" with it, like with a tulpa?
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@derpyshy no. It's very different. There are also many more factors.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 08:54:01 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Sounds very bad :( but maybe you should try curing your illness. That might be what's affecting you :/
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@derpyshy it's pretty bad. I don't want a cute anymore. Just want it to end.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:03:02 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen a cute?
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@derpyshy a what?
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:05:34 UTC from StatusNet iPhone -
@derpyshy oh. A cure.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:06:06 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen oh. But it might be a chain-reaction between the voice, and the illness. Maybe if you cure they, the voice will be less bad. But please don't give up :'( #Hugs
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@derpyshy it's a mix of everything. Everything. And I already have given up. Everyday I have to stop myself from trying to hurt myself or something. I won't be thinking and I'll stop myself just before I do something that would be fatal
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:17:44 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen :( Please don't. #tearhug
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@derpyshy it's okay. Everyone has their own problems they have to deal with in life.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:24:25 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen yes, but please don't think like that :c
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@derpyshy like I said. I accept and just embrace those thoughts now.
Tuesday, 12-Jun-12 09:33:12 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen I hope it stops soon, though :(
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