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Everything I do anymore is to make up for FrankerZ I kiwied up in the past or to try to set up a future that isn't a crotch. I could try to take a vacation, but I can't relax knowing that the money could be put to a real use (and also that I'm going to have to go back to work). I'm just being torn apart. I should plug my turbografx in, get stoned, and play me some vidya.
And then all the while I can feel that cancerous lump of anxiety in my heart telling me that the dishes need to be done and I never exercise and I haven't written in months and I'm not getting any younger damn it!-
@scribus Life can be a real vicious cycle, eh? I can relate to where you're coming from. There are always stray responsibilities that haven't been met, and addressing the needs of the present from decisions in the past leads to uncertainty of the future, which makes for a big crazy mess. You tell yourself you wanna get stuff done that you said you were gonna get done yesterday, and then you feel too awful about yourself to get work done today. And it doesn't get easier, and none of us are getting any younger, so it's easy to feel like were just aimlessly drifting forward every day. I can't guarantee it'll ever get better at some point, but don't give up hope. You got this, okay? http://rainbowdash.net/attachment/833625
Thursday, 25-Feb-16 23:48:18 UTC from web-
@northernnarwhal I'm choosing to forget the story behind that gif. :p Thanks.
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Friday, 26-Feb-16 00:03:50 UTC from web
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