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Well, buying the Humble Indie Bundle made me feel pretty crappy. The game I gifted my mom wasn't appreciated (yay), and I'm not a huge gamer myself and now I don't know what to do... (As in, who to give the games to, I guess). If I take all the games for myself I just feel selfish...
Thursday, 08-Nov-12 21:36:09 UTC from web-
@omni gift random people
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@omni then you are totally rarity
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@omni How is it selfish to keep something you paid for?
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@toksyuryel Because I'm an idiot and I think I have some self-esteem problems... I'm literally angry at myself for buying something for myself and not knowing whom to gift it to... hits self
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@omni *hugs tight~*
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@toksyuryel I think I shouldn't have bought games anyway. I don't like games that much, music is my thing. I was just thinking that I might be good to have something to keep me busy while my owner is gone for most of the next week again and... sobbs Why do I even feel so guilty about this in the first place? It doesn't make any sense to feel guilty! Grr, I hate myself... T_T
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@omni Step 1. Stop hating yourself.
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@toksyuryel That step is so hard... v.v
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@omni Perhaps it is, but nothing can change unless you start with that.
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@toksyuryel I'm kinda afraid of changing, no matter how stupid it sounds like. I don't want to suffer like this the rest of my life, though, and please don't take me "declining" your help as an insult because I'm merely being dominated by fear right now and I don't want you to become angry or yell at me or hate me even though I've never really seen you angry... v.v
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