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Going to sleep sad sucks. Maybe I should be thankful for my headache If it gets worse and drowns out all the sad
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:25:01 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:27:11 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@yolodelerty on the plus, I've been successfully pushing myself to do things with more danger, so that I can put myself on the edge and quit being clumsy
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:30:42 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Putting yourself in the !dangerzone
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:31:42 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty @renovatedkitchen I haven't said hi to you two yet! :o #HUUUUUUGS
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:32:40 UTC from web-
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:35:02 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:35:16 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@yolodelerty @renovatedkitchen I've missed talking with you guys. :c
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:37:41 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur Yeah, man. :( Been busy?
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:38:23 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty Very, what with website Administration, School, Work, etc.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:38:52 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur You're a trooper, my friend. I hope for good things in your future.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:43:29 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty Thank you so much! c: I hope the same for you, man. But you know, life is a challenge to be met. ^3^
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:46:25 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur And I'm hoping we can face the challenge and perform admirably.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:48:06 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty I'm sure you'll do great! xB
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:48:53 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur And you, as well! :D
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:49:42 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty ^-^ Now, would you mind reminding me what you'll be getting into?
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:51:16 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur I'm in university for software engineering.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:51:53 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty Sweet! Do you have any companies, businesses, or programs in particular you're interested in?
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:53:03 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur Not even. I'm almost sure I made a mistake taking this. :/
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:54:26 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty Aww. Well, are you at least interested in what you're doing?
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:54:54 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur I was but it's dwindling.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:57:55 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty Well, keep on pushing through, bro. It's true that you'll face times like that no matter how much you really like the subject matter. Just make sure you DO actually want to do what you're doing. x3
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:59:37 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur I'm not sure I do anymore, though.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:00:51 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@dlcentaur likewise
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:39:32 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen #Hugs Is everything going alright, bro?
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:40:13 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur yeah. So far yes
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:40:54 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Super good to hear! Have things been better or worse, in general?
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:45:30 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur depends on since when. I'm applying for school soon and then going to apply for the Air Force. If I get in I'm good. If not then I get to take the spiral downwards
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:47:56 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Just remember, bro. There is always another path! Don't think that just because one door gets shut in your face that there isn't another door open somewhere out there. But, still, I think you'll get in.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:50:39 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur I know. But if I don't get in, I get to do MDMA and the things I enjoyed because I will no longer require to be clean
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:52:05 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen You can fight it. I know you're strong enough. I won't let one of my brothers fall, or lose to something like drugs.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:54:14 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur eh. Drugs aren't bad. They make you happy. We all want to be happy, don't we?
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:56:32 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen They are bad. They screw with your mind, and alter your reality. They can destroy your life if you give them enough foothold. Happiness doesn't come in a shot, or through some pills.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:58:26 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur happiness definitely comes in pills. Who cares if my reality is altered. Reality and all sucks. If my altered reality is where I will be happy, so be it. I'd rather live a short and happy life than a long life where almost everyday is spent in sadness and tears
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:01:24 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen But the worst thing about it is that it's all false. A manufactured sort of happiness that is no different than throwing your heart and mind to the wind. It hurts me that I can't help to make you feel better, man... #Hugs
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:04:18 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur it's alright. Either that or I fake being happy. It's false and I'm just lying to myself. It's easier to cope with sadness with drugs
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:06:45 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Don't fake being happy. Be yourself. Be real. I'm not sure if you have anyone you can be with in reality, but you do have friends on here who are more than willing to spend some time cheering you up. c:
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:09:46 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur if I don't fake being happy I will flood the site with depressing thoughts. People don't like that. And it ain't really fair to them. It's my own fault for being depressing anyways so it ain't fair for me to shed depressing thinking on everyone
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:12:05 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Don't flood the site with them. I can take 'em. Trust me, my tolerance has gotten incredibly high for such stuff.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:14:37 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur it's no good anyway. I don't mind bottling it in. It's what I've always done. And no, because you are overly positive and that will drive me to anger/further sadness
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:17:12 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Well, I usually only act overly positive because that's how I like to think. I'm a good deal more pragmatic when I'm serious.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:23:40 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur I still dunno. I really don't mind bottling it in. It helps keep me angry at myself and gets me to ouch myself
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:25:57 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen But I don't want that for you... :C
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:27:01 UTC from web-
@dlcentaur it's kinda good. I just need a way to vent it. Once I gather too much I hear constant voices, and am always on the verge on snapping. Like I did today at work
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:28:35 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Friday, 11-Jan-13 07:30:07 UTC from web
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@yolodelerty yup. Anything from running up stairs and not looking at them to standing on the edge of a high ledge and reaching over. Keeps me on edge, brain at ready to quickly decide what to do if I fall and if I do fall, a painful lesson on what to avoid. Gotta go !dangerzone
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:34:06 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen I cut my thumb on scissors today. It bled profusely.
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:35:57 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yolodelerty cutting yourself always sucks. Takes a while to heal
Friday, 11-Jan-13 06:38:56 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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