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Ok, I'll go to bed, I'm sincerely in no mood today to just procrastinate endlessly. Also kind of tired. I guess I'll skip uni tomorrow.
Monday, 18-Feb-13 06:16:54 UTC from web-
Monday, 18-Feb-13 06:18:31 UTC from web
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@tenebarius See, I might seem as healthy as usual, but I've felt fear and pain for the first time in years. My obsession for truth did give me answers, but it also caused a degree of collateral damage I won't even try explaining. After all, wielding a vorpal sword is just as draining for the swordman as it is for the enemy. An hour of anguish was more than enough for me. I won't whine and act depressed like some all too common weakling. That doesn't mean a third of my brain capacity isn't being drained towards the sole objective of keeping my mind working correctly.
Monday, 18-Feb-13 06:24:09 UTC from web-
@nerthos I understand your pain, better than you think I do. The pain that makes you feel like your soul is being sucked away, and your heart being ripped to shreds.
Monday, 18-Feb-13 06:25:44 UTC from web-
@tenebarius No, not that kind of pain. I've been struck the worst blow that could be struck to me, but I literally made impossible to me to suffer too much. I just can't use a portion of my brain until it finishes dealing with the problem, and going to uni without it just makes no sense. The fate of years of work hangs on a decision that's not mine to make, and if it goes wrong it might be the nearest an event could get to breaking me. And that would mean not suffering for me, but absolute terror to others. A man like me, without binding principles, is literally the worst thing that can happen in that context.
Monday, 18-Feb-13 06:31:05 UTC from web
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