RDN's Lucifer (nerthos)'s status on Monday, 18-Feb-13 06:31:05 UTC
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@tenebarius No, not that kind of pain. I've been struck the worst blow that could be struck to me, but I literally made impossible to me to suffer too much. I just can't use a portion of my brain until it finishes dealing with the problem, and going to uni without it just makes no sense. The fate of years of work hangs on a decision that's not mine to make, and if it goes wrong it might be the nearest an event could get to breaking me. And that would mean not suffering for me, but absolute terror to others. A man like me, without binding principles, is literally the worst thing that can happen in that context.