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Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:45:00 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty ohai
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:45:36 UTC from web-
@mushi What's up doge pone.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:46:24 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty just not sleeping, and you?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:47:19 UTC from web-
@mushi Also not sleeping. There be bronies here.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:48:14 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@yodelerty Hello
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Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:46:55 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony @flamingpandaomg Heya. Hope you guys' evenings are going well.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:47:39 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Not too bad. Pokémans all day.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:48:26 UTC from web -
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:48:28 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I'm tired. Trying to keep myself in check is hard.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:50:10 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:51:07 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I'm trying quite hard. I kind of lost it a little while I was driving but... yeah, it's fine.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:53:52 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:54:43 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I sort of cried and screamed at myself asking myself aggressively why I'm so angry all the time. I'm fine right now though. I suppose.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:56:53 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:58:41 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Yeah, it won't stop resurfacing. I'm bothered.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:59:49 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:00:49 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony There's not much to talk about really. Nothing I haven't already vented about. As long as I suppress it I'll be fine.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:02:43 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:03:34 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I'm trying not to but I've pretty much vented to everyone who cares. Not much else I can do.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:05:23 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Just, try to stay positive. If you ever get mad, DM me, or watch the Hammerman theme song.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:06:54 UTC from web-
@fuzzypony I'm definitely doing my best to stay positive. Though trying to be positive when sadness desperately wants to escape probably isn't good either.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:09:57 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty It isn't. When you need to cry, cry as hard as you can. Try to fling the sadness away.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:11:25 UTC from web-
@fuzzypony I wanted to at that point but crying while I'm driving would not end well. Almost got in a head-on collision last time it happened.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:12:51 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:13:39 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony But I had to return my rental vehicle and I was late.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:14:21 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:15:10 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I guess I didn't think so at that point.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:15:53 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty As long as you do know, you'll be fine. I just wanna get you through this. It's nice seeing how much happier you are already. On the outside, at least.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:17:45 UTC from web-
@fuzzypony Even if I wasn't happy for real I'll fake it till I make it.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:18:47 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:20:44 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony It's a good idea for everyone else.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:23:22 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:24:49 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony That's true. But I have to consider others' feelings as well.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:48:04 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:49:57 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I suppose you're right.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:50:43 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:52:39 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I'm certainly trying my best. It's quite difficult though.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:55:33 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Ha, who said it would be easy? Life is what you want it to be, among other things.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:56:53 UTC from web-
@fuzzypony Life is what I want and what is possible. Finding a good balance is certainly trying.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:02:18 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:03:34 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony That's a fine question. Every time someone asks that though I usually just say I want to be happy. Which is obvious.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:14:34 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:16:47 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Cryptic?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:24:03 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:24:54 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I don't really know what you mean, sorry. For example?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:25:57 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:28:01 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Uhm.. Not really sure. I've barely sorted out what I want in the near future yer.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:30:49 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:31:57 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I'm grateful to ya.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:32:45 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Don't need to be, but thank you. It's honestly fufilling to see someone you even slightly care about have their problems dissolved.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:34:55 UTC from web-
@fuzzypony I know that feeling.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:42:02 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:43:19 UTC from web
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Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:50:45 UTC from web
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@awlderpy That's sweet.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:54:14 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:57:08 UTC from web
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@awlderpy I'm glad. Though in being better for myself I'd probably feel better if more people liked me. It's a bit pathetic but it's just what I want. Sadly.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:04:29 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Well if you've been yourself for the last few days you've made me like you more, that's for sure. It's just natural to want to be liked so no one could be-grieve you that, but surely you know there's a fine line between wanting to be liked and not being yourself, for wanting to be liked.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:08:34 UTC from web-
@awlderpy That's where I often have troubles. If I get too comfortable around someone I'll sometimes... assume their personality. It's a really bad habit.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:15:31 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Bah, I do that too, develop their speech patterns, use their behaviours in certain circumstances... it's the desire to fit in that makes us do it. However, that doesn't mean you're not you still. Hell maybe you think you're assuming that person's personality but in reality THEY'RE assuming YOURS.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:17:38 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I'm definitely assuming theirs. I'm glad, though, because I think something snapped in me recently and left me like... this. So I guess this is the real me. I hope.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:25:17 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty We're here for you regardless.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:26:15 UTC from web-
@flamingpandaomg I'm very glad.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:29:32 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@yodelerty Then we like you more for it. Sometimes, something snapping is what it takes for us to present who we really are. As long as you can continue to see it and we'll show you if need be, that we do like you, you'll be happier for it.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:28:08 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I really hope so. Feeling calm for a bit has been nice. I don't really want that to end.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:31:51 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty It is nice, isn't it? I can assure you when you keep at it it'll get better with time, and you'll have more times when you're calm than you will being otherwise.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:34:50 UTC from web-
@awlderpy It'll probably help with my patience too. I'm gonna need that for mending friendships probably.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:38:19 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:39:11 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I haven't been though.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:42:20 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:44:10 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Well, I'm glad I've left a good impression.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:48:21 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:49:55 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I'm sure I am. It has a hard time shining through though.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:52:10 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:53:32 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Hmm?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:54:21 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I'm here telling you you're doing everything wrong. Guess I just don't know how to say I care.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:57:48 UTC from web-
@fuzzypony Let's be honest, I am doing everything wrong. Doesn't mean I can't change though. Though I'm sure there are people I've hurt who are going to have trouble actually believing that.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:00:19 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Glad you know you can change. And, just prove the people you've hurt wrong. And make it right.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:02:13 UTC from web-
@fuzzypony Easier said than done obviously. But things are always easier to break than fix I guess.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:06:25 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:07:27 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony In a way I suppose. Certain parts of it anyway.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:12:25 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:13:15 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony I finished watching SNL so not much. You've got a Can Tire interview tomorrow correct?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:14:49 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:15:33 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Hopefully the management there is good. That can make or break a job.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:17:17 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:18:33 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Me neither. I've only worked at Canadian Tire and I've been there for almost four years. I'm just going off what my coworkers have told me about their previous jobs.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:20:05 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:21:09 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony You're in Quebec though, right? I'm surprised that French isn't a requirement.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:24:03 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:25:59 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Nice. That's the better part. Where are you living again?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:27:08 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:30:38 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Yes.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:31:17 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:38:06 UTC from web
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@fuzzypony Ah. Sounds delicious. Good luck with your interview tomorrow, man.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:39:20 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:41:21 UTC from web
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@yodelerty Yes it will and patience is something you'll need for everything and anything in life when it comes down to it.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:40:26 UTC from web-
@awlderpy That's a good point. Patience hadn't been my strong suit so far.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:46:37 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Well you're working on that, and we'll do what we can to help you along the path you wish to make for yourself.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:49:38 UTC from web-
@awlderpy You guys are really the best.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:51:36 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:54:58 UTC from web
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@awlderpy Caring is a good quality to have and it's certainly one you don't see often enough.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:56:05 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty No it isn't but it surprises you in the end how many people actually do care. If only we got past our inhibitions and realise that it's not weakness to care about others.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 04:58:52 UTC from web-
@awlderpy It's the way the world works, unfortunately.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:02:49 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty You know what I'm quite happy for? The fact that we started talking more when we BOTH start to feel better about ourselves and others. This can and will stand to an undeniable fact, that we see good qualities in eachother and will get past our sometimes bad attitudes. This, is a very good thing I feel.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:06:40 UTC from web-
@awlderpy That's really nice to think about. I'm glad I feel good enough to talk as well. As in actually saying something. Not just spouting nonsense like I started doing.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:11:03 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Me too! Shows me a little bit more of how you really are, the things you deal with, think about, that sort of thing. Surprising how little stream-of-consciousness shows what goes on in someone's head. A lot of times I feel I'm not saying much either. Then again that self consciousness is natural.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:14:02 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Even if you think you're not saying much, I've really enjoyed talking to you. You have a lot to say, in my opinion.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:16:20 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Why thank you! I see the same in you, and have been looking forward to you coming on as late. It's very nice to have a polite civil conversation with someone for once.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:19:09 UTC from web-
@awlderpy It's also nice to not to always be talking about Pokémon. Not that I don't love the series. I'm just not doing what everyone else here is doing just yet. You're fun to talk to is what I'm saying.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:22:33 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Oh yes I understand what you're getting at and it is nice to be able to be here and talk to someone without knowing really anything about the game everyone else is seemingly nerding over at the time. So now I see you work at a retail shoppe called Canadian Tire? Is there like an auto service centre in it?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:27:10 UTC from web-
@awlderpy There is an auto service area, yes. Not really sure about the quality of service, though, as I've only gotten my tires changed there. They did well enough though.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:29:22 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Ah, so kind of like what Walmart supercentres have become here, to an extent. One of my first jobs was at the auto service department at one of them, that is in the States. Was not satisfying in the least. How are you continuing to like your working there?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:34:20 UTC from web-
@awlderpy It's not bad. I keep coming home glittery though. At least merchandizing products into aisles is fun. I get to be a little creative.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 05:38:35 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@yodelerty How's your day been?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:48:45 UTC from web-
@flamingpandaomg It's been long. I've been up since 7 and I've only been home for about 45 minutes total.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:51:18 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:47:10 UTC from web
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@awlderpy Hey hey. What's up?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:47:56 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:49:23 UTC from web
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@awlderpy It's going alright. I spent it at a meetup. Lots of Pokémon players.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:51:52 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Oh you just cannot escape the Pokémons any more. Was the meetup fun besides that?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:53:49 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Oh, the Pokémon wasn't bad. I was one of the people playing. :P I was surprisingly the furthest ahead of everyone there despite being so far behind of everyone on here.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:55:23 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Well that might be an attest to who has a life and who hasn't I don't have a life
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:57:12 UTC from web-
@awlderpy That means I have the most life of all the other Pokémon people here which is... unexpected. Although not really.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:58:25 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:59:45 UTC from web
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@awlderpy I shall certainly try. How's Oblivion going?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:03:09 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Not too bad really. Getting good weapons and actually accomplishing something unlike last night where I just punched people in Chorrol.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:06:14 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Right on. I've never played it myself.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:08:54 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I've grown to thouroughly enjoy the type of game, at least. Still like Fallout better.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:11:34 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I've... never played Fallout either. >.>
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:13:38 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Well I do have a thing for good stories based in medieval-like fantasy worlds or futuristic dystopias. I guess it's to each their own; learning about the settings is what got me into them.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:15:51 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I've been meaning to try them for a while. Other stuff keeps popping up though.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:16:48 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty That I understand! I only started playing these games a few months ago, before that it was trying to work around the house that kept me occupied.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:18:52 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I just always pick games in series I'm familiar with over others.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:22:55 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Not a bad way to go necessarily. I'm not really familiar with any game though. Well maybe now so, but a year ago I wasn't playing video games to the same extent.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:27:53 UTC from web
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Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:19:12 UTC from web
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@rancidrob Hello hello.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:50:29 UTC from StatusNet iPhone -
@rancidrob Not too bad. Yourself?
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:54:16 UTC from StatusNet iPhone -
@rancidrob I've been meaning to watch that.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 02:57:32 UTC from StatusNet iPhone -
@rancidrob I get that. My coworker spoiled the ending to Pokémon X&Y. I was mad.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:00:34 UTC from StatusNet iPhone -
@rancidrob Just excited to talk about it I guess.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:05:46 UTC from StatusNet iPhone -
@rancidrob 100% true.
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Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:13:35 UTC from web
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@rancidrob Man, I'm sure I haven't made 50 hours in yet. I make incredibly slow progress when it comes to games.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:16:31 UTC from web -
@rancidrob I started a crusade to pick up every single unique weapon in the game that is possible in one playthrough, ever since picking up one entirely on chance.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:21:21 UTC from web -
@rancidrob Eh, I keep selling everything else to have more ammunition so that in the end I keep using the Gauss Rifle and Reservists Rifle for near all my kills.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:26:36 UTC from web -
@rancidrob Nope, last I left it looking for the Terrible Shotgun. Trying to keep the quests I do aligned with the locations of the weapons.
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Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:33:20 UTC from web
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@rancidrob Well I am going to obtain them all, so we'll be getting to them eventually. I might have to pick that up next few days.
Sunday, 20-Oct-13 03:34:01 UTC from web
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