That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Monday, 14-May-12 12:11:06 UTC
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@ceruleanspark I know. I was caught in the lowest point in my life about just a tad over two years ago. I was ready to do the same. What stopped me? I dont know. I couldnt find it in me, even though I was so close. I know everyone has their own problems, and their own methods of dealing with things. But when one is ready to take their own life, there is nothing worse. After hours of weeping after, I somehow came to the conclusion that suicide is the dumbest Idea of anything, because it is nothing but pure selfishness. That is when I decided that if I didnt want my life, I would do the best I could to help others. To put a smile on someones face and give them a second chance. Sure its hard to care, but in the end it boils down to your own will. Are you doing it for the right cause? What will you accomplish by doing that? If you still feel the need to, then change your life. Screw work, screw everything. Nothing is more important than you to live a happy life. Saying that depression 1/2
