Cerulean Spark (ceruleanspark)'s status on Tuesday, 13-Aug-13 22:29:50 UTC

Cerulean Spark

#totw I /do/ feel a throbbing sadness I almost cannot stand from My Little Pony, and it's not for some glib reason like "The fanbase". It's almost a sense of loss, or even jealousy, a sense that I have been cheated out of something which I might otherwise have had. It comes over me whenever I hear music or see anything from the show, this sense that I was close to something and now it's gone, beyond any hope of recovery. I don't know if it's something that changed in the fandom, or the show itself, or inside of me, but I feel it acutely and it leaves me persistently melancholy. "Nothing, when there should be something", to borrow a line from Cecil.