Matt (zeldatra)'s status on Wednesday, 18-Jan-23 04:03:48 UTC

Matt

Back in 2017 or 2018 when my videos were more popular I got a direct message on Discord from somebody claiming there were chat logs being distributed in some other Discord that show me trying to groom a minor fan and while I can’t find the message now - I might’ve deleted it to prevent my stupid ass from accidentally clicking the link? - I sent some reply that went along the lines of “women are mean and frighten me and I avoid even speaking to them” and I never heard anything back from the presumably automated account but it just occurred to me that most content creators are not good little frightened boys like me and that in fact a nonzero amount of them probably looked at that message and thought “oh banana how did this get out” and that just makes me sad