naa's status on Thursday, 05-Jan-12 06:51:13 UTC
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I just...I have a hard time socialsing with people, meeting new people, and outside of brony meet ups and the occasional fur meet I may go to every now and again I don't really get a lot of chances to meet new people, and even then I'm only really open at (from the Birmingham one I experienced) brony ones for the most part. It shouldn't bother me so much, but if there was any one aspect of my personality I'd want to change, it's my shyness/awkwardness/and to a certain degree fear of people I don't know, bought on by many a bad experience in secondary school. I find myself playing a lot of video games and watching FiM to distract myself from it all, but it doesn't always work. I'm especially jealous of my two little sisters who have pretty darn active social lives, especially the elder of the two. I have nothing in common with her as a person, but I'm still jealous nonetheless. So yeah...no idea when or even if I'll ever get out of this little issue of mine, heh.
