Mostly just throwing this out here because the internet is easier to find than my diary... It's been almost two weeks since my cousin hanged himself, and other than crying my eyes out at the funeral (as expected), I'm really mostly miffed at him. Like, actually miffed. "Who's going to appreciate my upcoming TRON tattoo now?" "You could have brought your daughter to my pumpkin patch." "Did you not realize there was more 'Star Wars' on the way!?" I dunno, it just doesn't feel real. I guess no death in the family has been close enough to feel the hole before Christmas passes without them. I sure as hell hope Mom's chemo works... And to top it off, I'm still not getting paid any leave for my leave yet! #TWsuicide #justplaindepressing
