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  1. my accomplishments are meaningless

    Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:46:38 UTC from web
    1. @yodelerty Not true

      Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:51:08 UTC from web
      1. @northernnarwhal they're all video game stuff that no one cares about. I barely care

        Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:51:38 UTC from web
        1. @yodelerty dude, like, 99% of the anything I know comes from video games.

          Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:54:28 UTC from web
          1. @techdisk yeah but I don't do anything but play video games so i'm useless but i never want to do anything else

            Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:55:49 UTC from web
            1. @yodelerty same, except I watch youtube videos instead. and i do that when I should be studying for final exams.

              Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:57:36 UTC from web
              1. @techdisk that's what I did when I was in school but now I'm a loser out of school lul

                Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:59:01 UTC from web
        2. @yodelerty You should care, they're still things you've earned and achieved

          Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:56:07 UTC from web
          1. @northernnarwhal hardly relevant since it's all fantasy and if I deleted the save it would be like I had never done it

            Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:57:37 UTC from web
            1. @yodelerty If I took my lighter to one of my drawings would it not have the same effect?

              Sunday, 07-Dec-14 04:58:55 UTC from web
              1. @northernnarwhal not really because drawing it helped advance your knowledge of and ability to perform a real-world skill

                Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:00:14 UTC from web
                1. @yodelerty thinking fast and good reflexes are real world skills.

                  Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:00:45 UTC from web
                  1. @techdisk maybe if I had those I'd be good at video games

                    Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:03:06 UTC from web
                2. @yodelerty But games can improve your coordination and stuff can't they?

                  Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:02:42 UTC from web
                  1. @northernnarwhal Maybe? My coordination is pretty poor though.

                    Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:03:34 UTC from web
                    1. @yodelerty How about your organizational skills?

                      Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:05:25 UTC from web
                      1. @northernnarwhal ahaha I'm horribly disorganized and there's stuff all over the place in my room it's actually grossing me out

                        Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:06:18 UTC from web
                        1. @yodelerty My room is the biggest mess ever. Just a bunch of clothes everywhere and drawings all over the floor.

                          Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:07:37 UTC from web
                          1. @northernnarwhal I just shoved literally everything in a corner or on a desk or end table or cabinet so I have no idea which place anything is

                            Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:09:31 UTC from web
                            1. @yodelerty I like to call mine "organized chaos"

                              Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:10:17 UTC from web
                              1. @northernnarwhal That's better than mine dude, and I'm supposed to have organizational skills apparently

                                Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:11:46 UTC from web
                                1. @yodelerty I sure as hell don't

                                  Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:12:05 UTC from web
                                  1. @northernnarwhal True but you have a work ethic and do other stuff so you're at least 3000 times better than me

                                    Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:13:09 UTC from web
                                    1. @yodelerty Oh c'mon, I'm not that great. I dunno how I feel about being on a pedestal like that.

                                      Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:20:14 UTC from web
                                      1. @northernnarwhal Sorry. Besides, 3000 times better than me isn't a lot since I'm almost worthless.

                                        Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:22:53 UTC from web
                                        1. @yodelerty I don't think you're worthless so 3000 times better is a lot

                                          Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:24:14 UTC from web
                                          1. @northernnarwhal it's objective I'm pretty sure. I'm at least worthless to myself and I'm sure people don't like being around me since I do nothing but complain.

                                            Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:26:33 UTC from web
                                            1. @yodelerty No, it's subjective. You can't objectify human worth. You are a distinct and passionate human being.

                                              Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:27:59 UTC from web
                                              1. @northernnarwhal Not really worth anyone's time though. I definitely don't make anyone's life better. Especially not my own. I dunno, that sounds pretty worthless to me. Doesn't it?

                                                Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:32:34 UTC from web
                                                1. @yodelerty You make my life better, you're really kind to me and support me morally with all my personal crap.

                                                  Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:34:09 UTC from web
                                                  1. @northernnarwhal I don't really say anything. And when you're not feeling sad I have nothing to talk to you about because I'm boring. So in the end I'm only good to be around if you're sad or something.

                                                    Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:38:45 UTC from web
                                                    1. @yodelerty Wanna talk about something right now?

                                                      Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:39:54 UTC from web
                                                      1. @northernnarwhal such as?

                                                        Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:42:21 UTC from web
                                                        1. @yodelerty Whatever you want, I'll follow along

                                                          Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:43:52 UTC from web
                                                          1. @northernnarwhal I don't really have anything to talk about. What would I even talk about? I didn't do anything today.

                                                            Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:46:52 UTC from web
                                                            1. @yodelerty Wanna talk music? What have you been listening to lately?

                                                              Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:48:53 UTC from web
                                                              1. @northernnarwhal Just mostly Panic! at the Disco, some Owl City, a little Nightwish, but nothing interesting or new.

                                                                Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:50:38 UTC from web
                                                    2. @yodelerty I know that feeling. Your good to be around anyway. even if you are feeling sad.

                                                      Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:40:39 UTC from web
                                                      1. @vcgriffin We haven't really spoken in a while, have we?

                                                        Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:43:13 UTC from web
                                                        1. @yodelerty I really don't think so. I Think out Time Zone tribes are quite distant though.

                                                          Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:44:34 UTC from web
                                                          1. @vcgriffin Plus I'm not on here that often. So.. yeah. How you doin'

                                                            Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:47:16 UTC from web
                                                            1. @yodelerty Ah up and down a lot. quite a lot. Objectively I may be ok, but am doing some not ok things. Have made and pact to post here everyday, so have been here mostly too.
                                                              Not too interesting thorough. Read alot of books.
                                                              How are you? whats Papayaing you off?

                                                              Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:50:04 UTC from web
                                                              1. @vcgriffin I'm okay I suppose. The only thing I'm angry at is myself because I don't do anything and I have no self-control. I can't even force myself to move from my couch to my bed at night so I've fallen asleep on the couch 4 days in the past week. What not okay things are you doing?

                                                                Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:53:07 UTC from web
                                                                1. @yodelerty Motivating yourself to do sometimes is hard sometimes, really hard, and if you don't do anything yo feel worse and get into some Wiemar republic depression spiral.
                                                                  I've been doing stuff, Work mostly, and that gets me down, we now even have bars on the windows, its like a visual representation of the internal feelings. Have been trying to get out though, though that brings people down. Not a good pony to be around either. Though I now have bunch of pony plushies.

                                                                  Sunday, 07-Dec-14 06:00:25 UTC from web
                                                                  1. @vcgriffin Plushies are good in any case. And maybe people don't mind being around a sad person? Though maybe they do. Hard to tell. Work is crap here too. Not "bars on the windows" bad but still. Apologies for the crappy times though. They're no fun.

                                                                    Sunday, 07-Dec-14 06:05:07 UTC from web
                                                                    1. @yodelerty Hey you did nothing, you don't need to apolgise for anything. Stop being like me : P
                                                                      Yea its hard to gauge your effect on others, especially when you feel down. You feel that you must be annoying them but dont know how to stop yourself.
                                                                      My Plushies are great, though I do feel a tad guilty and embarrassed about being so old and owning them.
                                                                      sad that things are bad fro you too.

                                                                      Sunday, 07-Dec-14 06:08:43 UTC from web
                                                                      1. @vcgriffin Maybe it's you who's being like me. I dunno. I wouldn't feel bad about being old and owning plushes though. I own a decent amount of Pokémon plushes. I wanted some more but I hate spending money. Ah well.

                                                                        Sunday, 07-Dec-14 06:14:15 UTC from web
                                                                        1. @yodelerty maybe it is. How can any of us be unique.
                                                                          But also how strange it is that we share such bonds over such distances.

                                                                          Sunday, 07-Dec-14 06:16:19 UTC from web
                                                                          1. @vcgriffin The magic of the Internet I suppose. I'd say we need to talk more but I'm pretty awful at initiating and maintaining conversation so maybe not. Still, you seem really cool from what I've seen and experienced.

                                                                            Sunday, 07-Dec-14 06:18:17 UTC from web
                                                                      2. @vcgriffin eing a Neurtotic.. I can confirm.

                                                                        Sunday, 07-Dec-14 06:15:24 UTC from web
                          2. @northernnarwhal you should see my basement desk. literally piles and piles of electronic doodads, hard drives, CDs, floppy disks, and even an entire laptop that is not my main machine. This desk can be cleaned, but it's been proven to revert within two days.

                            Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:10:17 UTC from web
                            1. @techdisk I literally just have my laptop on my desk and some pencils. My desk itself is pretty barren but my room holistically is pretty cluttered.

                              Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:11:29 UTC from web
                              1. @northernnarwhal there's actually a very clear dividing line in my room, Everything within about 1.5 metres from the wall, or from the wall to the back of a couch, has stuff everywhere; the floor, the chairs, tables, boxes, whatever. but the moment you get to the other side of the couch, there's nothing. it's totally clean and open.

                                Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:16:21 UTC from web
                                1. @techdisk Actually, my vinyl record collection on my shelf is incredibly meticulously organized. But everything else is a maze.

                                  Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:19:05 UTC from web
                                  1. @northernnarwhal the only thing organized for me are the files on my computer. wait, no they're not.

                                    Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:20:48 UTC from web
                                    1. @techdisk My music on my computer is well organized, everything else is pretty messy. Been trying to remedy that lately with moderate success.

                                      Sunday, 07-Dec-14 05:22:43 UTC from web