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@northernnarwhal I don't deserve those
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 03:58:13 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 03:58:56 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal objectively incorrect but thanks anyway
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 03:59:30 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:01:13 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal meh..
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:04:46 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:06:24 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:06:43 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal bluhhh
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:07:35 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:08:52 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal tidus_laugh.wav
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:09:29 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:10:15 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal that would be uncomfortable for both parties
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:10:44 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:11:17 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal just saying yo
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:11:37 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:12:20 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal you'd be wrong
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:12:38 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal I could use some of those, but it's fine if you're all out or something.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:00:48 UTC from web-
@jakefromstatefarm nah it's all good man, have some of my huggus
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:01:05 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal you'll be disappointed
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:13:34 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:13:53 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal Anything involving me is disappointing anyway
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:14:43 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:15:59 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal You can't know anyway
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:17:07 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:17:42 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal I'm so sorry then.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:20:18 UTC from web-
@yodelerty Don't be, my caring about you is through my own volition based on my judgement of character.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:21:33 UTC from web-
@northernnarwhal I'm sorry I've managed to convince you I have redeeming character traits.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:23:17 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:23:53 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal It's pretty obvious I don't. Dunno how you don't see it. :/
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:24:30 UTC from web-
@yodelerty Because you're only human, you suffer from negative self bias. I do the exact same thing.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:25:45 UTC from web-
@northernnarwhal And yet underneath it you're passionate and amazing.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:26:45 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:27:16 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal OH OH OH OOOOOH OOOOOOOOOOOH
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@northernnarwhal >passionate
>me
nice one manSaturday, 21-Mar-15 04:27:59 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:28:30 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:28:45 UTC from web
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@yodelerty shhhhhhhhhhh http://rainbowdash.net/attachment/820443
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:29:34 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:30:25 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:34:11 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:36:31 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm don't
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:36:49 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:37:01 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:37:08 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:38:50 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:39:07 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm hue hue
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:39:48 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:40:43 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:40:56 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:42:25 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm good one dude
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:42:35 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:44:01 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm Doubtful.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:44:17 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:45:25 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm What.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:45:33 UTC from web-
@yodelerty You keep saying you're a piece of batcave with no skills or friends. You can breathe. Deny that, Adamu-chan!
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:48:06 UTC from web-
@jakefromstatefarm That's not a skill. 99%+ of people can do that.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:48:41 UTC from web-
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:29:04 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal You appear to be seriously wrong. I'm the opposite of passionate. I'm just lazy and an idiot.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:29:59 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:31:38 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal There's literally nothing that could make me think otherwise because there's no evidence on the contrary.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:32:42 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:34:38 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal hmph
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:34:49 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:39:05 UTC from web-
@northernnarwhal don't stay near me for too long or you'll catch loseritus
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:39:40 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:40:49 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal Hence why I have no skills or friends duh
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:42:10 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:44:48 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal Only because online my loserness shows less
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:45:26 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:48:15 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal The part where I have no skills and can't talk to people and people don't like me anyway.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:49:11 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:49:27 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal Once again, online. IRL you'd hate me.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:50:03 UTC from web-
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@northernnarwhal I don't understand
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:51:31 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:51:47 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal You're in for an unpleasant awakening then
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:53:01 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:55:08 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal hmmmmmm
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:56:13 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:56:40 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal It's like you don't even need me anymore
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:58:53 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:59:39 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal good one
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:00:38 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:50:57 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm No one loves me
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:51:38 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:52:08 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm I hate myself
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:53:07 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:53:40 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm I have no self-control and am unable to force myself to do things.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:56:03 UTC from web-
@yodelerty I have a hard time talking to people, and I have a real hard time getting into relationships because of it. If you're awkward, it doesn't mean you have to be miserable.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:58:11 UTC from web-
@jakefromstatefarm And yet I always am.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:59:33 UTC from web
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:53:40 UTC from web
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@yodelerty Most people don't even know you. These people probably don't even have an opinion to dislike you. And, you have a little crowd of people who do like you. You surely have skills are you are persistent. Though that persist-ency is misplaced I feel, it can be used to help benefit you if re-augmented. You are not worthless that s for sure, you seem to know to come here when ever you are having a these thoughts and request for them to be gone by pleading to those around you, because there is something there that can be used. You are not bad. Not bad at all. In fact, you would be a rather swell guy, you need help getting past this self imposed barrier. Not the one that is making you sad, but the accepting and not fighting sadness part. You are capable. Neuroplasticity and what I believe to be the human condition will allow it.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:53:21 UTC from web-
@metaltao I wouldn't consider myself capable at all. But I can't break past any barriers anyway because I'm weak and can't force myself to do anything.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:55:31 UTC from web-
@yodelerty That is not true... The mentality strength is all made up. You are not mentally inept. It is not about forcing yourself. Because force is not effective at maintaining strength. You have to work at it slowly. Build things up to rise over the barriers. Try little things like, Forcing yourself to stand up when you have unusual thoughts/
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:57:55 UTC from web-
@metaltao Believe me, I've tried. A lot. I've actually gotten worse in the past little bit to the point where I'm doing nothing but napping when I get home.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:59:16 UTC from web-
@yodelerty That does not mean the progress can be improved, and, as we know, trend lines are not what dictate a person's life. All Data is bound to change when in such a chaotic system.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:00:11 UTC from web-
@metaltao With me the change is always negative anyway. No point.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:00:56 UTC from web-
@yodelerty But, you said it went down at one point, that means, it has to have gone up at one point as well. Duality.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:01:25 UTC from web-
@metaltao It went up when I was like 12 and then went down when I was 15, then went up again for a little bit when I was 18 and since then it's been going down steadily
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:03:29 UTC from web-
@yodelerty Hey. Hey. Hey. It doesn't matter. I, along with what I'm sure is a sizable amount people, love you.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:06:05 UTC from web-
@jakefromstatefarm I don't
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:07:13 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm I would if I could.
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Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:08:12 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm I'd never love such an awful person.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:09:48 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:11:04 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm That's hardly an accomplishment.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:11:29 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:12:38 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm Doesn't make me worthy of my own love.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:13:00 UTC from web-
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:13:26 UTC from web
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@jakefromstatefarm Perhaps actually functioning as a decent member of society, being slightly interesting, actually grapeing DOING SOMETHING with my goddamn life instead of sleeping all the time because I'm so damn lazy and stupid I can't do anything else
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:16:09 UTC from web-
@yodelerty No. The correct answer is practically nothing. Don't hate yourself, please. You can want to better yourself, but please don't hate yourself. Remember last time you complained about Potato Knishes that didn't matter?
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:19:22 UTC from web-
@jakefromstatefarm Yeah I got what I always deserve because I suck
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:22:19 UTC from web-
@yodelerty Well, at least you didn't kill yourself. That's another point on the theoretical chalkboard.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:23:19 UTC from web
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@yodelerty There is no reason to that. There is no rule against liking yourself despite not doing anything. Any one is allowed to be content with their selves.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:13:48 UTC from web-
@metaltao Of course but I won't improve if I am.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:16:30 UTC from web-
@yodelerty No, the mind works through many feedback loops. Mostly paradoxical. If you are content with yourself, the more productive and happy, and content you will be. You see, emotions, are not in your control, but how you perceive their influence upon you is. It is hard to do, for it can lead to the belief that one is devoid of them when they are not.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:18:09 UTC from web-
@metaltao In any case I can't just force me to like myself.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:21:53 UTC from web-
@yodelerty Aye. But, you should not be against it either. Do not indulge the thoughts that end up being positive about you as being too early.
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@yodelerty If you can't like you, like me who likes you so then the feeling of liking for me is channeling through my feeling of liking you
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:23:21 UTC from web
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@yodelerty This is where Regression to the Mean comes in, even though it seems to keep going down, it is likely to go up, to average out the line with the overall average sometime. It will come back up. ANd, maybe even go above the mean.
Also, just because it has been going down again, does not mean it has been going down for a longer period of time than what is measured. I mean, you are saying it is going down, which is try, but I doubt that it is going down further and staying that way. It is not an unusual data point. In fact, I think it has been going down, but will follow teh pattern that has been followed and have a rise. It is very likely. It is almost near impossible that it won't.Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:07:28 UTC from web-
@metaltao This implies that the world works in the way of pure luck. It does a little but I have to make it happen too and I'm struggling with that.
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 05:09:27 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal WHERE YOU AT? WHERE YOU AT? WHERE YOU AT?
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:28:05 UTC from web-
@jakefromstatefarm I'm going back to Tangier with some Jordans and a spear
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:28:47 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal ほのくふぉるだね
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:14:27 UTC from web-
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@northernnarwhal Jisho.org because I'm too lazy to memorize kanji
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:16:26 UTC from web-
@jakefromstatefarm also !hinkle for Daniel
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:16:43 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal >One kanji in and I know
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:17:22 UTC from web-
@jakefromstatefarm I'm Kanjesus
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:18:19 UTC from web-
@northernnarwhal かんじすさか。どうやってか。
Saturday, 21-Mar-15 04:24:30 UTC from web
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@northernnarwhal change chong chinge chang
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