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y do ponies go bannanas over cider when they can just pick some up at Wal-Mart. ;D
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:33:46 UTC from web-
@iluvzfluttershy Because megastores are outlawed in Ponyville.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:35:41 UTC from web-
@wafers hahahahahahahaahahaah
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:36:23 UTC from web-
@iluvzfluttershy @omni don't worry - I am the prettiest straight man where I live, and I was also heavily bullied as a child. It doesn't help that I sing lady songs better than most the lady singers I personally know, too. I know your feel.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:39:41 UTC from web-
@crusader8 bullied, wtf do u mean
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@crusader8 I'm not referring to bullying with the word abuse, but the lack of clarity is my fault. Ironically enough I stopped being straight after all of that (I'm asexual, bi-romantic and I have a personality who is bi-leaning-gay). Well, I don't think it's appropriate to be more detailed about all this. It happened, I'll get over it, hope you got over what happened to you?
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@omni I totally did, and in all honesty I look back and laugh. So does asexual mean you're not into sex? Or does it mean you're above the concept, or perhaps the concept is simply foreign? Forgive my ignorance, and you're totally allowed to decline on answering too. Either way, you're cool in my book. And people totally keep up with my book.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:55:00 UTC from web-
@crusader8 asexual means you can make babies, with yourself. No partner whatsoever
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:57:07 UTC from web-
@iluvzfluttershy so it's like Highlander? (there can be only one)
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:59:33 UTC from web
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@crusader8 I'm not sure what you mean with "above the concept" but I, at any rate, do not want it. The concept isn't foreign to me, with the exception of the "with a person you love" part, and the very idea of sex makes me recall all that happened, causing me to become unstable and feel physically sick. I therefore don't feel any lust, merely pain.
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@omni when I said above the concept I meant not wanting or needing it, tis all. I learned things! I'm not against sex but I'm against the culturally accepted stupidity rituals involved in meeting ladies. That's why every girl I've been with has been the one to ask me out. As far as sex, most sexual acts above and beyond standard normal stuff makes me very uncomfortable in intimate situations, which may be a possible (but unlikely) reason why I'll be #foreversingle
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:21:39 UTC from web-
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:23:14 UTC from web
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@crusader8 Not wanting is true, but this body still seems to need something at times (luckily I don't have to take care of that). At any rate, that's not the reason you're single, as I've been together with my owner for 2 years, 4 months and 13 days with, well, pretty much no more than a hug and sometimes a kiss. You probably just haven't found your match yet, it's just a matter of time.
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@omni I dont understand you but I have the most overwhemling urge to *hug*
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:27:50 UTC from web-
@foxgopher i have the opposite xD
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:28:33 UTC from web-
@mushi Im a hugger.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:29:17 UTC from web-
@foxgopher i'm the opposite of a hugger
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:30:18 UTC from web-
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:30:44 UTC from web
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@foxgopher >=(
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:33:42 UTC from web
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@foxgopher I'm hard to understand, I don't understand some of my reactions and feelings myself #hugs
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Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:30:00 UTC from web
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@omni sometimes I get the feeling I've met my match years ago and I never knew it because I wasn't looking or thinking. Also, your verbiage concerning your relationship intrigues me. Not necessarily the diction, but the conviction. Personally, I think I'm too much of a romantic to let go and branch out of my comfort zone.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:29:53 UTC from web-
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@omni In other words, I was interested in how you described your relationship, but because of how you said it and not necessarily the words themselves.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:37:30 UTC from web-
@crusader8 I see. Well, I pretty much just am a pet. I'm too unstable to take care of myself well, so I give her the power she needs to take care of me and be a loving, cuddly pet in return o,o And, well, I just like being submissive, really o,o (And I like chains :x) This feels like random rambling, I'm so tired...
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@omni I imagine you wouldn't stay in the situation if you weren't happy with it, so I hope it continues to work for you! (incidentally, noting my previous comment - I like stuff like chaincs and such non-standards of le bedroom time, but again I get really uncomfortable and out of my element when it is actually presented or brought up. I am weird.)
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:46:06 UTC from web-
@crusader8 I have several personalities whose interests mostly ate things I hate and can't take and I allow them to stay and I try to take care of them. Really, I am strange. (And perhaps the introduction makes you feel nervous for what is to come and you simply need that to not last too long? Tresto is saying that, not me, he has more experience with all that stuff x.x)
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@omni (introduction of what? got lost in context :P)
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:56:26 UTC from web-
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@omni how did I not see this post? maybe. I'm still young, as long as 25 counts as young, so I won't count out anything just yet. Though I was turned down by one girl because I told her I didn't want to do her butt.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:14:39 UTC from web-
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@omni True! It was for the better; she became flippin' insane a few months after I last saw her. And I know there is a fine line between introducing things and actual limitations. but since I'm not even sure if I have true limitations or if I just haven't been with the right partner. I try not to speculate about it too much because it would make my head hurt, but talking about it makes me feel better.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:30:47 UTC from web-
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@omni how on earth did I manage to make things awkward in this kind of conversation? I'm really, really sorry :(
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:38:48 UTC from web-
@crusader8 I didn't consider it awkward, I just really didn't know what to say and I didn't want to ignore you v.v
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@omni that makes you awesome for not wanting to ignore me! There isn't a proper reply for everything I suppose. Especially considering that we're having a casual conversation concerning subjects most people avoid at all costs
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:44:43 UTC from web
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@omni Oh, I see, we share some kinks :) I'd like to have an owner as well.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:53:50 UTC from web-
@hakupony actually, i think that sounds cool too
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:55:36 UTC from web -
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@omni Given on how anime convenions are, it didn't catch that much of attention :) They are used to stranger stuff :D
Friday, 29-Jun-12 01:57:18 UTC from web-
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@omni I just mean... you could still go one ste further :D
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:15:05 UTC from web-
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@omni I would be, too. I don't kno hot it is for you, but for me, that little bit of fear would just enhance experience :D
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:19:23 UTC from web-
@hakupony I have a very low coping limit, so I risk collapsing mentally or receiving a panic attack when forced. Last time she asked me to watch an anime with her that I didn't want to watch I already started to panic x.x
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@omni @hakupony @crusader8 I think I'd like to try being an owner. I have trouble imagining how being owned would be enjoyable to me though.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:06:54 UTC from web-
@pony As you want it. For me, it is just something really special to give up control and I usually like to be there for others. (self-analizng : )
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:10:29 UTC from web -
@pony intimacy heightens insecurity, and feeling good feels while in an exposed insecure state yields highly desirable physiological results for many people. That's the basic starting point, but I'm too foggy-minded from all this adult talk to spell out the rest
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:11:47 UTC from web-
@crusader8 For me it's really just great to be able to trust her so much that I can give her control and share a bed with her without having to fear being abused in any way, which I guess is comparable to what you were talking about (I kinda need it anyway to rebuild my broken trust in humans)
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@omni You know ... I'm really sorry for you.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:17:49 UTC from web-
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Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:21:32 UTC from web
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@omni About with what emotional scars you have to deal with
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:24:08 UTC from web-
@hakupony Meh, it happened and time will heal. I'm probably somewhat to blame for what happened to me anyway.
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@omni I don't want to know more details, yet discuss it. I just wanted to tell you. Sooo BDSM, right? The last time made me wish again to trust someone completely and to let my guard down. I wonder how this will end.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:32:50 UTC from web-
@hakupony I personally can only let my guard down with my owner, but my other personalities still want to keep protecting me and I can't change what they're doing. I don't know if you can call it BDSM without any perverted part. Hope it works out for you or so? At any rate, I'm probably answering wrongly but your message confused me and I didn't want to ignore you v.v Sorry v.v Really feel so confused v.v (Hope I'm not failing you T.T)
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@omni Nope, I just switched topic. I think it is BDSM - because the things you call "perverted" don't need to happen for it to qualify :)
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:41:26 UTC from web-
@hakupony Oh, I see x.x (I heard that before but from less trustable people so I wasn't sure if I should take it seriously or not x.x)
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@omni that sums up the second half of what I started :D intimacy demands a high level of emotional trust. I think if I was given the choice between owner and owned, would like to try both at least once and experience the differences. But I'd have to get over whatever bothers me if I ever got to that point. Maybe I just haven't discovered that trust you spoke of for myself.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:19:54 UTC from web
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@crusader8 @hakupony @omni I can definitely see the appeal. You might say I'm owned to an extent by Christ so maybe it's just the fear of conflicting loyalty that puts me off about being owned by somepony else. I trust myself well enough though and think it would be nice to live vicariously though through the pony I owned.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:20:51 UTC from web-
@pony I can understand that.
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:27:59 UTC from web-
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:30:04 UTC from web
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@pony the key thing about ownership is the emotional attachment to the physical intimacy. for being an owner, it is about the gratification of being responsible for how someone feels. (though I don't know too much from what we all can tell lol)
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:37:40 UTC from web-
@crusader8 I think you're on the right track. Of course it's somplicated. The pony mind is just that way. :)
Friday, 29-Jun-12 02:40:59 UTC from web-
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@iluvzfluttershy I don't know why I clicked your name... sorry
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:40:54 UTC from web-
@crusader8 its fine
Friday, 29-Jun-12 00:42:59 UTC from web
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