Pony (pony)'s status on Monday, 16-Apr-12 11:47:00 UTC
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@hakupony @ceruleanspark I think she sees it as a form of immodesty or unduely attracting attention to myself in a sexual way. That can't be her only reason since she refuses to give me the go-ahead to dress up in the privacy of our home. She has difficulty articulating why exactly, but I think she also feels I'd be acting out some deviant fantasy desiring to be who I'm not, which, in itself, would be wrong. Even if she could trust me enough to realize that's not why I want to, and even if I only ever crossdressed in complete privacy, she sadly seems to resist the notion of self-exploration and self-honesty when it comes to this sort of thing. There are parts of me that I actively and willingly choose never to indulge because I feel to do so would hurt me or others, but I don't feel crossdressing would fall into such a category personally.
