That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Thursday, 07-Feb-13 07:10:44 UTC
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@yodelerty it really is. For the most part, it's even curable, but because of career choices, I can't. What a catch. Oh well. I like to vent on here. It helps me take the focus off how much I hate myself. Maybe one day I will be able to help/save someone and use that as leverage to feel better. I don't even feel alright these days. It's just such an awful feeling. And I have to go to a school where I hold bad memories at. Each day is both a beating and a reward. I hate talking about this on here, but it does really make me feel better, because it takes my focus.
