Colby (dropsterdash)'s status on Friday, 01-Nov-13 17:58:36 UTC
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@beatstrings Well, I try not to think about fear. But my ADD has me thinking at a very fast pace at all waking hours... Eventually I run out of encouraging/happy thoughts to think. At that point I generally can't help but think of scenarios of my future. Eventually, I find one or two that are somewhere between somewhat worrying and absolutely terrifying. Then I will fret about these scenarios for the rest of the week, or even the rest of my life if they are scary enough. I really wish I could change this, but that would require fundamentally changing who I am. Even if I could, I'm not sure I would want to.
