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Since I'm done my coursework for the semester in school I finally have some more free time to draw again. Here's a new one with markers. !art http://rainbowdash.net/attachment/816139
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@northernnarwhal Wow that's so good! Nice job Ty
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@yodelerty Thanks Dane. It's nice to get back into the swing of drawing.
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@northernnarwhal I can imagine. I dunno why you don't think you're good.
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@yodelerty I've always had lots of festering self doubt in anything I do
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@northernnarwhal True. But that's like super good. Like look at it. Goddamn.
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@yodelerty You think so? Thanks Dane, I really appreciate that.
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@northernnarwhal Yeah I do. You amaze me almost every time you draw Ty. Honestly.
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@yodelerty I wish I had as much faith in myself as you do
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@northernnarwhal Same dude, as in both you having faith in yourself as well as me having any faith in myself
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@yodelerty We're all our own worst critics eh?
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@northernnarwhal Apparently. I have a lot of reason to though.
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@yodelerty I wish I could listen to other people and convince myself I'm not awful but that's easier said than done.
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@northernnarwhal That's fair. Like, you do so much in a day and you draw so well and you're a good drummer apparently so like what's to hate really?
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@northernnarwhal But obviously you never think that way.
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@yodelerty It less of a matter of means and more of a matter of ends. I lack a sense of self fulfillment and confidence.
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@northernnarwhal I'm sorry man. I wish you could see how well you're doing in terms of everything I see in you though.
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@yodelerty I feel all of that only has extrinsic value and is not beneficial to me as a person, while I myself am not really of any value.
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@northernnarwhal I guess. But it doesn't mean that you're not a good person or that you're doing anything wrong. Then again what do I know about that stuff I guess
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@yodelerty I have a really bad habit for blaming myself for a lot of things I'm only indirectly linked to, though I also do make a lot of mistakes and poor life choices.
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@northernnarwhal We all do. I've made tons. Almost everything I do is a mistake. It's not like that can't be changed though. And it's not like we can't get better. You're well on your way, I know it.
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@yodelerty The other thing is I hate the way I look, I hate the way I sound, I hate the way I talk, I wish I could be something and not just do something. I want some sense of purpose, even if it's not necessarily in the sense of self actualization. I want to have value, I am nothing.
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@northernnarwhal Dude, you're only 17. You have all the time in the world to be something. And trust me you're going at it at a great speed. You're ahead of a lot of people. You will be something great, I know it. Your self image is just making you think you're not.
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@yodelerty Either that or dead by 20-ish, whatever comes first
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@northernnarwhal I doubt it.
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@yodelerty Or I could just end up alone and hopeless with no life direction and depression while also totally broke and wait a minute this is already me.
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@northernnarwhal Hey that's me too. So unless you think I'm totally hopeless you'd best stop this.
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@yodelerty Well, your parents at least still let you live with them right?
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@northernnarwhal Not if I don't enrol in something for this fall semester. Then they'll probably make my life more hell than it already is.
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@yodelerty My parents can't wait to get rid of me, but in all honesty I can't blame them. I'd get rid of me too.
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@northernnarwhal If they get rid of you, they're missing out. You're a wonderful person.
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@yodelerty [tidus laugh]
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@yodelerty too wonderful for them
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@northernnarwhal Honestly, man. You're one of the best people I've ever met.
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@yodelerty It's too early in the morning for statements like that, I'm tired enough I might believe it for a second.
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@northernnarwhal You should because it's true. Though I know I can't convince you anyway. Just like when you try to convince me. It just won't work. But I refuse to change my opinion of you and nothing you do can make me.
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@yodelerty Well, thanks I guess. That's nice of you Dane.
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@northernnarwhal Damn right it is, and I'm not nice to just anybody.
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@yodelerty I hope I don't let you down.
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@northernnarwhal You literally couldn't.
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@yodelerty You're too nice.
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@northernnarwhal You deserve it.
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@yodelerty You too man.
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@northernnarwhal Debatable but thank you.
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@yodelerty Hugs? Hugs.
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@northernnarwhal Please.
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@yodelerty Yes it sounds like a plan to me
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@northernnarwhal i need hugs bad
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@yodelerty Well I can send a gif if that's any consolation for the distance between us http://rainbowdash.net/attachment/816140
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@northernnarwhal sweet, let's cuddle
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@yodelerty Yes cuddle all day that is a 10/10 idea
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@northernnarwhal i'm down, let's make it happen
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@yodelerty want
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@northernnarwhal kiss
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@yodelerty blushu
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@northernnarwhal actually me
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@yodelerty If you were a function you'd have a y intercept at the origin with an asymptote at 3 so your range would include <3
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@northernnarwhal how romantic
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@yodelerty We pass the vertical line and horizontal line test so your range matches my domain because we're a one to one function baby.
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@northernnarwhal gosh
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@yodelerty You could say its quite the relationship
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@northernnarwhal pls ty my heart
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@yodelerty The polynomial of hanging out with you results in the end behaviour of hugs
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@northernnarwhal gosh now i want this ;~;
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@yodelerty me too ;-;
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@northernnarwhal why do i have to be stuck in loser alberta
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@yodelerty Not optimal
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@northernnarwhal I love his jacket.
