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  1. I'm back, feeling good

    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:20:13 UTC from web
    1. @pyravia Hey there, how's it goin

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:23:07 UTC from web
    2. @killerkiwi117 YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU. Hi.

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:23:54 UTC from web
    3. @pyravia I'm feeling weak, but weirdly good

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:26:03 UTC from web
    4. @snowcone I think I am, I'm on the fence between Pan and Bi

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:31:31 UTC from web
      1. @purplephish20 While I'm pretty much gay with some exceptions.

        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:34:30 UTC from web
        1. @scribble When the hell did you switch back? First you were gay for many months when I first knew you, then you went Bi, now you're majorly gay again? xD

          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:36:12 UTC from web
          1. @purplephish20 Terms ar a pretty stupid thing. I'd say we all are queer :3

            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:37:19 UTC from web
            1. @hakupony 'Errpony's queer! A happy world!

              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:38:20 UTC from web
          2. @purplephish20 @cavatina That's what I do, even though, 9 times out out of 10, I'd pick male over female. xD

            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:39:24 UTC from web
            1. @scribble Big woop. xD. Still bi, no one needs to know preference. Love is more important than gender! :3

              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:40:10 UTC from web
              1. @cavatina So you changed yours because...?

                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:41:07 UTC from web
                1. @nixter ...since when did sexual attraction come into me hating being a guy? I hate the skin i'm in and would sacrifice anything to be comfortable in it. That is not linked to whether i like guys or girls romantically, I do have a male preference, but i would rather be with someone i love o3o. Thats why i dont actually state my preference much. XD

                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:43:31 UTC from web
                  1. @cavatina Oh, I didn't know that was your reason, makes sense to me! Sorry if I offended or anything.

                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:45:51 UTC from web
                    1. @nixter No you did not offend. <3. Just remember, Transgenderism =/= Homosexuality, One is attraction, the other is the person themself...is the easy way of putting it.

                      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:47:33 UTC from web
                      1. @cavatina Yeah, I knew that, just how you sounded made it sound like you don't care about gender at all so I was a little confused there.

                        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:49:01 UTC from web
                  2. @cavatina I've heard people confuse homosexuality with transgenderism - too often.

                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:46:31 UTC from web
                    1. @hakupony Indeed, it gets to me.

                      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:46:48 UTC from web
                2. @nixter Also, if i could feel comfortable just living as a girl, in this body, i wouldnt feel the need to have my body modified...so nyeh =P

                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:45:29 UTC from web
                  1. @cavatina That's interesting. If you don't ind me asking: what would have to change for you to feel like you lived as a girl?

                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:47:42 UTC from web
                    1. @hakupony I'd at least need the hormones...so my face changes to be feminine (look on Youtube for the drastic changes they make.) so i grow breasts, small ones, but still there...and so my figure looks more femmy. Thats the bare minimum...after that i'd have to see. I'm willing to go all the way.

                      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:49:00 UTC from web
                      1. @cavatina Okay, so it isn't just about being treated like a girl but also about your body itself. Thanks :)

                        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:49:51 UTC from web
                        1. @hakupony Yesyes. By the way...the hormones will change my face so much that i dont look like a boy anymore...it'll probably even suprise @scribble how different i'd look after just 2 months.

                          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:51:35 UTC from web
                          1. @cavatina I'm aware of the effects of the hormones, I just don't knnow how much they change you emotionally.

                            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:54:41 UTC from web
                            1. @hakupony They'd make me happier, and feel more like a girl o3o

                              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:55:01 UTC from web
                              1. @cavatina The thing is: does a girl feel different?

                                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:56:42 UTC from web
                                1. @hakupony Once a month, yeah.

                                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:57:16 UTC from web
                                  1. @nerthos Hahaha... once a month...

                                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:58:45 UTC from web
                                2. @hakupony They do, the hormones are a biiig part o3o

                                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:57:39 UTC from web
                                  1. @cavatina and this difference is very relevant to my interest. If you have stories of transpeople who know this difference, then please sent them to me. Good night :)

                                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:00:20 UTC from web
                      2. @cavatina Are you open yet to your family? Because Jamie for example, is, and her mum fully supports her development and transitioning. She's routinely on hormones about twice a day

                        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:51:50 UTC from web
                        1. @purplephish20 Not yet, but i'm getting there...hopefully. Why not explain to @hakupony how different they make her look from a boy? :3

                          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:52:42 UTC from web
            2. @scribble So... Chris hemsworth or Uma Thurman? I know who I'd pick

              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:40:20 UTC from web
              1. @purplephish20 Duh. Hemsworth.

                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:41:00 UTC from web
                1. @scribble Well durr.... http://ur1.ca/a0h7i

                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:41:45 UTC from web
              2. @purplephish20 FUSION, HAH!

                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:41:07 UTC from web
              3. @purplephish20 Chris Hemsworth. No hard choice for me :3

                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:41:39 UTC from web
        2. @scribble Just call yourself bisexual ~_

          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:38:20 UTC from web
        3. @scribble ~_~*, i mean, if you have to put a term on it, considering you've flip flopped 4 times since you came out xD

          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:38:59 UTC from web
          1. @cavatina Is he even out yet? With family xD

            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:39:18 UTC from web
    5. @pyravia If i could just choose what to like, I'd be too :3

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:32:33 UTC from web
    6. @snowcone :c

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:32:38 UTC from web
    7. @pyravia I'm asexual bi-romantic (or pan-romantic?) and bisexual at the same time. LIFE IS SO CONFUSING Q.Q

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:32:54 UTC from web
      1. @omni Doesn't asexual means you don't have sex?

        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:34:59 UTC from web
        1. @nixter No, it does not, there is another term for that (which I don't know from the top of my head). Asexuality means no interest, which can be at several levels: [insert asexuality.org source here that's really good but which page I can't find now]

          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:37:54 UTC from web
          1. @omni :( I feel bad for you. Well asexual is also how things reproduce without have BOW CHIKA WOW WOW. Like a plant with seeds.

            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:39:09 UTC from web
            1. @nixter There is absolutely no reason to "feel bad for me". It's like me saying I feel sorry that you don't enjoy a certain genre of music. It's like saying you feel bad for me because I prefer vanilla ice cream instead of chocolate crisp cookies. It just doesn't make sense at all.

              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:41:41 UTC from web
              1. @omni Ok, fair point. I'm orry.

                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:42:42 UTC from web
                1. @nixter *sorry

                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:42:49 UTC from web
            2. @nixter IIRC most plants are sexual by biological classification. Amoebas are asexual.

              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:01:50 UTC from web
              1. @pony I'm not too much on all that biology jazz, so I think you're right.

                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:02:28 UTC from web
                1. @nixter I like biology. :3

                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:04:37 UTC from web
                  1. @pony I guess it's ok. I just never really went into it.

                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:06:24 UTC from web
                    1. @nixter neither did I. I only took the basic core classes. I'm just a fan

                      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:07:26 UTC from web
                      1. @pony Hey! Become a marine biologist! Getting paid to swim with whales!

                        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:08:26 UTC from web
                        1. @nixter Marine biology is one of my FAVORITE kinds of biology! I love watching documentaries about it. xD

                          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:09:25 UTC from web
                          1. @pony You should become a marine biologist then! Do what you love, get paid. Ultimate life.

                            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:11:31 UTC from web
                            1. @nixter I chose a more humanitarian route :)

                              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:15:55 UTC from web
                              1. @pony :)

                                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:19:07 UTC from web
    8. @pyravia But I heard it's not as good. :p

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:41:33 UTC from web
    9. @pyravia lol

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:44:27 UTC from web
    10. @snowcone Those type of people make me frustrated that I have have to live on the same planet as they do.

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:49:57 UTC from web
    11. @pyravia I mainly think it is an interesting thing and I am very interested how much it depends on our social construction of gender. However, the transpeople I met were nice people but I guess they have jerks like we cisgender people have.

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:52:03 UTC from web
      1. @cavatina yeah ^_^ @hakupony yeah, the person Im currently seeing, is exactly the same as katy here, except she is actually taking estrogen hormones to undergo gender realignment, Just imagine how femmy a person becomes with neat female hormones circulating, as they should be. Succeeding in particular in making her very smooth skinned, raising the pitch of her voice, and even the facial features, I knew her from about 4 weeks into the treatment however so I've never known her differently, E.G, masculine

        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:57:02 UTC from web
    12. @snowcone :*(

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:52:19 UTC from web
    13. @pyravia I already have someone

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:53:05 UTC from web
    14. @pyravia sorry x3

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:53:20 UTC from web
    15. @snowcone Idiots. I bet they don't even know that bipolar effects aren't even every hour or some, it's monthly, iirc, Am I right?

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:54:58 UTC from web
    16. @snowcone "They hate what they cannot understand." I've always loved that sentence.

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:57:56 UTC from web
    17. @pyravia Well, it is a big decition and in most places, you will be heavily discriminated against. I'd just get a bit further with crossdressing and visiting places where people don't know you. Also: I like crossdressing :3

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 22:58:30 UTC from web
    18. @snowcone That's bull. Although, if they do decide to take chemotherapy, I do believe they do become much more weaker.

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:01:40 UTC from web
      1. @nixter They do, I know this first hand.

        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:02:13 UTC from web
        1. @killerkiwi117 I've had a family friend who took chemo, she didn't make it. She was also had schizophrenia.

          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:03:32 UTC from web
          1. @nixter Hmmmmmm... before or after? This could explain alot.

            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:04:11 UTC from web
            1. @killerkiwi117 Erm... What?

              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:06:01 UTC from web
              1. @nixter Schitzophriensa before or after the chemotherapy?

                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:06:41 UTC from web
                1. @killerkiwi117 Oh, before, before.

                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:07:21 UTC from web
                  1. @nixter Oh, well that doesnt explain anything!

                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:07:49 UTC from web
                    1. @killerkiwi117 Not that it matters, she's dead now. :/

                      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:10:15 UTC from web
                      1. @nixter Oh, sorry, I wasnt talking about her, I was talking about personal stuff

                        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:11:10 UTC from web
                        1. @killerkiwi117 Oh, don't be sorry, it's all right. Might I ask about this personal stuff?

                          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:12:28 UTC from web
                          1. @nixter Ummmmmm... I guess?

                            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:12:52 UTC from web
                            1. @killerkiwi117 By that I mean't you tell me what it is.

                              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:14:03 UTC from web
                              1. @nixter Oh, well there is a history of cancer in my family, That's about all I want to say about the subject, kind of really personal.

                                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:15:23 UTC from web
                                1. @killerkiwi117 Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.

                                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:18:46 UTC from web
                                  1. @nixter :P

                                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:19:14 UTC from web
                                    1. @killerkiwi117 I too have had a family member die of cancer. Well, he was my step Grandpa. Lung cancer. Makes me a bit guilty considering I haven't seen him for over 10 years.

                                      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:23:08 UTC from web
                                      1. @nixter I've got an ucle, grandma, another uncle, aaaaand others.

                                        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:23:43 UTC from web
                                        1. @killerkiwi117 As in they died?

                                          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:25:14 UTC from web
                                          1. @nixter No, there are some who died, but the ones I was talking about are still alive.

                                            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:25:44 UTC from web
                                            1. @killerkiwi117 Oh. All I got is two grandmothers and a grandfather. I got no cousins or aunts or uncles.

                                              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:27:11 UTC from web
                                              1. @nixter I have like all of them together is about 20 aunts and uncles.

                                                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:28:12 UTC from web
                                                1. @killerkiwi117 Whoa. That's crazy! My family tree is just a really long stump. :p

                                                  Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:28:58 UTC from web
                                                  1. @nixter HEY. DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME :c STUMPS HAVE FEELINGS.

                                                    Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:30:41 UTC from web
                                                    1. @stumpy srry bby ilu

                                                      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:34:21 UTC from web
                                                      1. @nixter Love ya too.

                                                        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:37:00 UTC from web
                                                        1. @stumpy Yay.

                                                          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:39:48 UTC from web
    19. @snowcone ponysexual is what researchers seem to be calling that I think.

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:03:11 UTC from web
      1. @pony cartoonphile

        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:05:09 UTC from web
        1. @hakupony that works for cartoons in general :) Some claim to be exclusively attracted to MLP:FiM ponies.

          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:06:50 UTC from web
          1. @pony Well, that's not contradictionary since most cartoonphiles most likely arent into all cartoons but only in certain styles and characters :)

            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:08:21 UTC from web
            1. @hakupony True enough. I suppose it's useful to have subclassifications anyway. I consider myself a l*licon, but when asked about h*ntai I usually think adult so I'm like bleh* I guess I'm thinking about cartoons the same way.

              Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:12:36 UTC from web
              1. @pony <.< >.> http://ur1.ca/a0hcg

                Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:16:51 UTC from MuSTArDroid
      2. @pony but your a pony.... RUN!

        Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:06:26 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @firestormdangerdash xD I don't mind being admired.

          Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:08:07 UTC from web
          1. @pony skype

            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:09:09 UTC from web
          2. @pony #

            Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:09:34 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    20. @snowcone Wow.

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:05:15 UTC from web
    21. @snowcone yup. good ol' bacteria

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:05:17 UTC from web
    22. @snowcone Yeah, they just believe what's spoon fed to them I guess. :/

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:09:53 UTC from web
    23. @pyravia And then it happened. Strange new words come to life... #

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:14:04 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    24. @snowcone It's just because how the human mind works and how our odern society tends to explain stuff. If you do something problematic, there has to be a reason for it. The modern answer would be that the reason is some part of yourself (and not caused by society or evil spirits). It also prefers something that sounds like (or is) a scientific term...

      Wednesday, 22-Aug-12 23:16:10 UTC from web