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  1. Just because you're happy doesn't mean everyone else has to be happy

    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:26:29 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    1. @renovatedkitchen Why not?

      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:26:56 UTC from web
      1. @clarity because everyone is different.

        Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:28:09 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @renovatedkitchen Yay but even if someone different they can still be happy.

          Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:28:46 UTC from web
        2. @renovatedkitchen Doesn't mean people can't all be happy at the same time.

          Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:28:51 UTC from web
          1. @clarity yes it does.

            Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:29:41 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            1. @renovatedkitchen Why?

              Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:29:54 UTC from web
              1. @clarity because everyone has their own ways of dealing with things, and lots of people are not understanding.

                Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:31:05 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                1. @renovatedkitchen like me?

                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:31:35 UTC from web
                  1. @clarity everyone

                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:32:22 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                2. @renovatedkitchen If we don't understand you .You should help us understand you.

                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:32:43 UTC from web
                  1. @outcastpony @renovatedkitchen I second that.

                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:33:29 UTC from web
                  2. @outcastpony @clarity I don't understand myself

                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:35:01 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                    1. @renovatedkitchen How don't you Understand your self you were put here on this earth for a reason.You live your life by the fullest never by what some says you are.The world can bring you down only you can pull your self up.

                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:36:40 UTC from web
                      1. @outcastpony we live once, we die once. What we do in our life is just how we pass time by faster.

                        Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:39:53 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                        1. @renovatedkitchen Yeah, but you have the choice of doing something awesome or something boring.

                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:40:55 UTC from web
                          1. @clarity unless you keep failing.

                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:42:15 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                            1. @renovatedkitchen Every one fails it human nature but only you can drive your self to achieve your goal.

                              Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:43:03 UTC from web
                              1. @outcastpony Well, other people can drive you to achieve your goal, but it's ultimately up to you to do it.

                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:43:50 UTC from web
                              2. @outcastpony that's pretty much my only incentive to live, achieving a goal

                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:45:27 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                1. @renovatedkitchen Then keep chasing it one day you will succeed.

                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:46:29 UTC from web
                                  1. @outcastpony hopefully

                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:48:32 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                2. @renovatedkitchen what about Existing??? I love to Exist, its one of the few things I truly do well. (so far)

                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:47:06 UTC from web
                                  1. @twitch existing sucks, but it's hard to imagine nothingness as we don't truly know the meaning of it

                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:49:17 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                    1. @renovatedkitchen Why does it suck? I love to exist! things in my existence Suck, but that surly isn't the same thing as a sucky existence.

                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:51:35 UTC from web
                                      1. @twitch because I can't enjoy life. Rarely do I get a chance to.

                                        Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:56:28 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                    2. @renovatedkitchen You just don't care about your life and throw it away so willingly . Get your life together go places see this great world wile you still can and remember YOU ARE NOT ALONE !!

                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:51:45 UTC from web
                                      1. @outcastpony pretty much. My life's purpose is to sacrifice it to give someone else a second chance.

                                        Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:57:09 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                        1. @renovatedkitchen you can sacrifice it by serving others. That's what I'd recommend.

                                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:58:42 UTC from web
                                          1. @pony in a sense. Also, to take a bullet for someone else

                                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:59:36 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                            1. @renovatedkitchen mhmm. there's that too. It's easy to die for others. it's hard to live for them especially when they aren't always grateful or reciprocate your kindness.

                                              Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:03:38 UTC from web
                                              1. @pony what you mean live for someone else. My kindness has gone down the hole, because it's a little pointless

                                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:08:55 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                1. @renovatedkitchen Why are you still here we don't want to get sad just because your negative about life .

                                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:10:22 UTC from web
                                                  1. @outcastpony I am here because I am not new.

                                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:13:24 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                    1. @renovatedkitchen But you gave up on kindness to other you despise the world and anyone who lives on it the human race means nothing to you . All you wish for is for every thing and every one to disappear and for you to be left alone for all time .

                                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:16:17 UTC from web
                                                      1. @outcastpony I'm totally in favor of everyone living. I'm the problem. For some its easy to avoid here when you are sad, but when you have episodes of happiness and sadness that last for a long time, it's hard to avoid here and loose contact.

                                                        Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:19:10 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                        1. @renovatedkitchen maby if you would tell us what made you so sad we could help you?

                                                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:20:32 UTC from web
                                                          1. @outcastpony its really just me. Really. I'm a bit of a nutcase. Stick around and you will see my whack mood shifts

                                                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:23:34 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                        2. @renovatedkitchen If you are sad, talk to me, I'll cheer you up, IF THIS DOES'NT. http://ur1.ca/ajrq5

                                                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:23:42 UTC from web
                                                          1. @rainbowmaui if someone other than me tries to cheer me up, almost every time it ends up horribly. Ask around.

                                                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:25:59 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                            1. @renovatedkitchen Hey around, is it true what he sid?

                                                              Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:27:21 UTC from web
                                                              1. @rainbowmaui XD

                                                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:27:35 UTC from web
                                                              2. @rainbowmaui or just go far back in my post time line

                                                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:31:41 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                1. @renovatedkitchen ...Wu?

                                                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:32:26 UTC from web
                                                                  1. @rainbowmaui the pages that show what specifically I post. Nvm.

                                                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:33:10 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                    1. @renovatedkitchen :P #

                                                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:33:46 UTC from web
                                                  2. @outcastpony You're free to ignore someone if you feel like they're upsetting you.

                                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:14:52 UTC from web
                                                    1. @redenchilada Truth be told.

                                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:15:47 UTC from web
                                                  3. @outcastpony Well aren't you a hypocrite.

                                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:18:54 UTC from web
                                                2. @renovatedkitchen If your time in life really isn't valuable to you and you really do value others then there's nothing that should hold you back from doing kind deeds. Go serve at a soup kitchen. Volunteer at a hospital. Go walking in the poor parts of town and look for people to talk to if that's your thing.. shrug I'm not sure what you mean by your kindness has gone down the hole.

                                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:16:24 UTC from web
                                                  1. @pony I've just been mean to lots of people. Those people can help themselves. They can get a job in construction or something. Canada is not short on giving people jobs. Tons of places are constantly hiring because no one signs up. Lots of people are too lazy to work. When I enjoy my life I love it, but when I have a bad episode I just can't. It's absolutely impossible. I try to hold on to the feelings to self medicate. I hope it helps a little. This way I can recall easily how it feels to be sad and how to be happy. Still doesn't fix the anxiety and stuff though.

                                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:22:44 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                    1. @renovatedkitchen enjoy life or don't, but if you're devoted to serving others with everything you have, whether or not you have a kind demeanor, you'll still be making your life worth something to those you serve, and, by extension, yourself.

                                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:26:22 UTC from web
                                                      1. @pony don't bother there not getting it .

                                                        Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:26:54 UTC from web
                                                        1. @outcastpony IEven if I didn't get it, I'd appreciate someone trying to help me get it.

                                                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:27:41 UTC from web
                                                          1. @pony Why but if don't take notice of the advice you are giving what the point.

                                                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:28:22 UTC from web
                                                            1. @outcastpony sometimes showing you care is what's really important, whether or not the help is received as intended. :3

                                                              Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:29:13 UTC from web
                                                              1. @pony But what if your not showing that you care what if you just keep putting your self down .

                                                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:30:57 UTC from web
                                                                1. @outcastpony Saturnstar ah that's who you used to be xD If you're putting yourself down only, that's not serving anyone obviously, but if you don't value your life, then being put down by others shouldn't matter to you.

                                                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:33:48 UTC from web
                                                        2. @outcastpony Happy topic: who's your favorite pony? Have we met before? You seem new

                                                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:28:25 UTC from web
                                                          1. @pony You sub me

                                                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:28:54 UTC from web
                                                            1. @outcastpony lol so I do. I just am too lazy to figure out who you are..

                                                              Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:29:55 UTC from web
                                                      2. @pony airforce is a funner way of doing it

                                                        Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:31:00 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                        1. @renovatedkitchen sure. I guess so :3 if serving in the air force gives you purpose then great!

                                                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:35:08 UTC from web
                                                          1. @pony ya. The imagination and knowing that I actually could become a fighter pilot is pretty uplifting spiritually for me.

                                                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:36:34 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                            1. @renovatedkitchen it sounds really awesome. Have you enlisted?

                                                              Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:40:40 UTC from web
                                                              1. @pony nope. Not until I have my car. Want It first, because it will raise my self esteem. I want to be good and clear in my head when I go in. I want a good and strong start

                                                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:44:41 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                1. @renovatedkitchen in the mean time then, I guess let the smaller goals drive you maybe and your progress toward that encourage you to keep going. If your motivation weakens then you can press forward through it or find new life goals.

                                                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:47:50 UTC from web
                                                                  1. @pony I've set my foot down. Even if I don't want this any more I'm going to do it. I have about 3 months to register.

                                                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:49:49 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                    1. @renovatedkitchen you sound pretty determined. I think that's awesome!

                                                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:54:16 UTC from web
                                                                      1. @pony I've been changing my mind too often. I'm bad socially and apparently a workaholic.

                                                                        Monday, 15-Oct-12 23:57:40 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                        1. @renovatedkitchen nopony's perfect of course, but if you're extremely unhappy with your social situation then maybe try changing it slowly, bit by bit

                                                                          Tuesday, 16-Oct-12 00:04:22 UTC from web
                                                                          1. @pony I'm just social inept. I love things. Kind of like asperges. Also I love working hard. So it takes priority over socializing for me.

                                                                            Tuesday, 16-Oct-12 01:05:16 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                            1. @renovatedkitchen 's long as you're happy ^_^

                                                                              Tuesday, 16-Oct-12 01:09:28 UTC from web
                                                                              1. @pony I wish I was

                                                                                Tuesday, 16-Oct-12 01:41:03 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                3. @renovatedkitchen C'mon, there's always more to life than just a goal, i mean it's good to have a goal. But what do you do once you reach it? Just have as much fun as you can while you can.

                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:47:23 UTC from web
                                  1. @caberea like I said, I cant

                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:50:35 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                            2. @renovatedkitchen Failure is always relative. Simply do your best with what you've got, and try to enjoy yourself. Even if it is hard.

                              Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:43:21 UTC from web
                              1. @caberea it is very rare that I get to enjoy life. Most of the time I am having anxiety attacks, slight psychotic moments and stuff. Once every blue moon my mind is clear and I can enjoy life for a couple hours.

                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:47:18 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                1. Look, enough of the depressing stuff, sad is sad, and talking about sadness only brings more sad. So don't be sad, be glad, I know it can be hard, but it's easier to be happy when you're talking about happy stuff. So lets stop at least talking sad.

                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:50:54 UTC from web
                                  1. @caberea Because clinical depression isn't a medical condition and can totally be blown off with cake and a smile.

                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:51:48 UTC from web
                                    1. @doctorscribus You're lucky I can tell when you're being sarcastic, otherwise you'd be getting beat with a shovel right about now.

                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:55:48 UTC from web
                        2. @renovatedkitchen We can have fun, and enjoy ourselves in our life, and we can change the world, even minorly, to take a step in the right direction.

                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:41:03 UTC from web
                          1. @caberea maybe one day

                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:43:02 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                        3. @renovatedkitchen Don't waist your life and beg for death .

                          Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:41:43 UTC from web
                          1. @outcastpony last time I survived death I was inspired to live for a while

                            Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:44:20 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                            1. @renovatedkitchen Speaking of which, I hope you've been more careful..

                              Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:44:58 UTC from web
                              1. @clarity if I live I live, if I die I die. Not much to it really

                                Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:48:00 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                1. @renovatedkitchen Try not to die.

                                  Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:49:05 UTC from web
                                  1. @clarity you sound like a Dr. Zed vending machine from boarderlands

                                    Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:49:52 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                    1. @renovatedkitchen I honestly have no idea to respond to that. I think I'll say thanks.

                                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:50:40 UTC from web
                                      1. @clarity you're welcome

                                        Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:56:03 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                    2. @renovatedkitchen Well, okay then.

                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:37:01 UTC from web
                    3. @renovatedkitchen Few people do

                      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:39:14 UTC from web
    2. @renovatedkitchen Man that was deppresing.

      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:27:16 UTC from web
      1. @rainbowmaui my favorite quote is suicide doesn't kill people, sadness does.

        Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:28:47 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @renovatedkitchen Tht's true.....

          Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:29:25 UTC from web
    3. @renovatedkitchen Well then what do i have to do to cheer you up =p

      Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:27:34 UTC from web
      1. @outcastpony can't be done.

        Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:29:23 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @renovatedkitchen Why im different and i was said then i met bronys and they made me happy again OWND .

          Monday, 15-Oct-12 22:30:05 UTC from web