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  1. Ugh, I've learned the hard way that alcohol on an empty stomach is bad. I only drank one glass, but I've got a terrible headache now x.x #

    Friday, 27-Apr-12 10:40:57 UTC from Choqok
    1. @omni Poor thing *hugs* Drink some water. The headache is dehydration.

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 10:41:53 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
    2. @conventrix @ceruleanspark You're right, that seems to help x.x Ugh, I haven't drunk any alcohol is a year or so because I don't like it that much anyway, don't know why I got the stupid idea of drinking a glass x.x Oh well, it's my own fault, but thanks to the help of you two it's already getting better x.x

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 10:47:30 UTC from Choqok
    3. @conventrix It was only one glass, I know my limit is pretty low so I didn't even take another glass. I don't want to end up like the first and only time I really went over my limit, I can be good enough at being depressed and suicidal without alcohol already :P But well, I'll just keep drinking water and I should be fine then, right?

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 10:54:47 UTC from Choqok
      1. @omni Don't forget to eat, either. I've found that carbs tend to help with hangovers.

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 10:58:16 UTC from web
        1. @flaredancer Good to know, thanks.

          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:06:24 UTC from Choqok
          1. @omni No problem =^.^= I try to help with what I can.

            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:07:28 UTC from web
      2. @omni Yes. The chemical processes the body uses to metabolise alcohol use water as a reactant. Supplying more water will make you feel better and clear your system.

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:01:28 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
        1. @ceruleanspark Thanks for the info, that's good to know.

          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:10:06 UTC from Choqok
    4. @conventrix Because I get even more depressed and suicidal when drunk than I normally am. Besides that, my owner would get really angry at me and I don't want to disappoint her.

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 10:57:23 UTC from Choqok
      1. @omni why are you suicidal :( always look at the good points in things not the horrible ones

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 10:58:54 UTC from web
        1. @agubi Because I have issues filtering whatever comes towards me. I can't "just ignore" what I don't like. Besides that, I can imagine all things I dislike in detail, and my mind starts seeing it, even though I don't want to. For example, yesterday I kept seeing myself breaking my fingers over and over again for a few hours, even though it never really happened. I'm sure I would be a lot more stable if I could stop that, but I just don't know how.

          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:09:50 UTC from Choqok
          1. @omni thats a tad strange but hey we all have problems, have you tried any kind of theropy, id be confident if i tried hypnosis

            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:12:49 UTC from web
            1. @agubi I've spend months with psychiatrists, I believe even longer than a year, but it didn't help at all. Medication only made it worse so I just fight against it myself, as much as I can, even though that doesn't always work.

              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:15:19 UTC from Choqok
          2. @omni That happens to me when I start thinking about cutting or burning again. I can't help but imagine it over and over and over. #

            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:13:12 UTC from web
            1. @flaredancer @omni Oh you poor things. C'mere *hugs*

              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:13:53 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
              1. @ceruleanspark @omni *hugs* <3

                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:15:03 UTC from web
              2. @ceruleanspark # x.x

                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:16:33 UTC from Choqok
            2. @flaredancer #

              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:15:38 UTC from Choqok
              1. @omni If you ever need anyone to talk to, you can talk to me. I can't promise I'll say anything useful, but I'm good at listening and good at hugs.

                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:17:03 UTC from web
                1. @flaredancer Hmmm, I guess I'll try to remember that. Thanks for the offer, I suppose (even though I don't know if I'll use it, I'll either use it too much or not at all, most likely) x.x

                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:19:29 UTC from Choqok
                  1. @omni It's fine either way. I'm the type who very rarely accepts help, so I tend to understand and don't press.

                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:21:47 UTC from web
                    1. @flaredancer Okay, thank you. Feel free to ask me for help if you need to as well, even though I probably won't be able to be very helpful.

                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:24:27 UTC from Choqok
                      1. @omni Sometimes simply talking to someone is a help. And thank you <3

                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:25:31 UTC from web
                        1. @flaredancer True, and thank you as well.

                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:34:58 UTC from Choqok
                          1. @omni Not a problem =^.^=

                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:37:07 UTC from web
                            1. @flaredancer You need to get some of those wrist strengthener thingies that you squeeze. ONLY THEN will you be able to defeat me.

                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:37:55 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                              1. @ceruleanspark My water polo coach had me use a tennis ball in high school. I wonder if I have any at home...

                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:39:32 UTC from web
                                1. @flaredancer Water Polo? Interesting.

                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:40:24 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                  1. Polo. The sport with the hole.

                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:41:33 UTC from web
                                  2. @ceruleanspark Yush. I was a goalie :3 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Water_polo

                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:43:04 UTC from web
                                    1. @flaredancer I'm familliar with the sport, but I've never known anyone that actually plays it.

                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:45:09 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                      1. @ceruleanspark Three years in high school, until I threw out my back during Junior year swim season.

                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:45:44 UTC from web
                                        1. @flaredancer Water polo seems /incredibly/ physically intensive.

                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:47:27 UTC from web
                                          1. @rarity Oh, it is. It's like swimming, wrestling, and soccer combined… maybe some street fighting thrown in there, too.

                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:48:18 UTC from web
                                        2. @flaredancer It's a sport that is out of my reach due to my crippling fear of water.

                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:50:33 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                          1. @ceruleanspark I love the water =^.^= Which seems odd, since I'm fire element.

                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:52:04 UTC from web
                                            1. @flaredancer I nearly drowned as a child

                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:53:58 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                              1. @ceruleanspark Yeah, that's a good reason. I hate being tickled because I stopped breathing from being tickled so much as a kid.

                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:55:58 UTC from web
                                                1. @flaredancer But being tickled is the best excuse society gives you to "accidentally" punch someone in the face/stomach/junk!

                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:56:40 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                  1. @ceruleanspark I knocked a kid's front tooth out in high school with an elbow to the mouth. And I've punched a friend clear across the jaw. People don't tickle me anymore.

                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:58:59 UTC from web
                                              2. @ceruleanspark Thank goodness for seapony Lyra?

                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:01:23 UTC from StatusNet Android
                                                1. @redenchilada Nobody helped me IRL.

                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:03:18 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                  1. @ceruleanspark The real world sucks then. That's why seaponies should exist. *goes off to splice DNA*

                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:04:19 UTC from StatusNet Android
                                            2. @flaredancer I'm a pair of fish.

                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:54:38 UTC from web
                                              1. @pawnheart I'm a Lion and a Fire Hare

                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:57:42 UTC from web
                                                1. @flaredancer Ah! ...I had to look up 'fire hare', tbh!

                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:59:56 UTC from web
                                                  1. @pawnheart The Chinese zodiac not only has animals for the different years, but also elements.

                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:01:39 UTC from web
                                                    1. @flaredancer Indeed... It appears I'm a fire tiger and a couple of fish, then.

                                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:03:01 UTC from web
                                                      1. @pawnheart Fish Dicks?

                                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:03:40 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                        1. @ceruleanspark yes, sweetums?

                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:04:34 UTC from web
    5. @conventrix I'm a catfox hybrid. Started off as a fox, moved more and more towards a cat and, even though I am more cat-like than fox-like, I didn't lose all my fox traits (if that's what you mean, hope that makes any sense)

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:00:08 UTC from Choqok
      1. @omni Eee. I'm a fox. :3

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:00:33 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
        1. @ceruleanspark What type of fox are you?

          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:03:12 UTC from web
          1. @flaredancer Cross fox with silver highlights (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cross_fox_(animal))

            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:04:01 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
            1. @ceruleanspark Oh, very nice

              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:05:49 UTC from web
              1. @flaredancer I'm a little different, but not in wacky LOOK HOW UNIQUE MY 6 DICKED FOXDRAGONCHEETAH IS territory.

                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:06:46 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                1. @ceruleanspark *snerk* Good to know, I guess. I'm a black jaguar.

                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:08:37 UTC from web
                  1. @flaredancer Ooh. Those are so pretty.

                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:09:01 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                    1. @ceruleanspark =^.^= Them and Dragons have always resonated with me. I'm definitely more of a feline than a dragon, though.

                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:11:03 UTC from web
                      1. @flaredancer Meow :3

                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:13:31 UTC from web
                        1. @cavatina rawr =^.^= <3

                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:14:35 UTC from web
                          1. @flaredancer Moo ^.^

                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:17:03 UTC from web
                            1. @cavatina hehe =^.^=

                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:17:29 UTC from web
        2. @ceruleanspark *playfully pokes you with his paw*

          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:10:27 UTC from Choqok
      2. @omni @ceruleanspark #? Crow here.

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:01:36 UTC from web
        1. @rarity My girlfriend is a Crow. :V

          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:02:19 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
          1. @ceruleanspark And here I am thinking I'm unique.

            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:03:44 UTC from web
        2. @rarity @ceruleanspark @omni # Cow/Dragon here~ >:3

          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:05:46 UTC from web
      3. @omni @ceruleanspark @rarity So only slightly furry it shouldn't even count but I've always like the idea of making a fursona, I've just never got round to it

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:04:42 UTC from web
    6. @conventrix You don't sound very happy with my answer, would you mind elaborating what you mean so I could provide you with a better answer?

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:03:32 UTC from Choqok
    7. @conventrix I am serious, sorry if it sounds like I'm playing a bad joke on you, I'm not.

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:05:29 UTC from Choqok
    8. @conventrix Go and google "Furry" and come back when you're done screaming.

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:08:36 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
      1. @ceruleanspark oh goodness. Now he'll never come back.

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:09:53 UTC from web
    9. @conventrix It's a dom/sub thing.

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:09:58 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
      1. @ceruleanspark @coventrix but its very rarely a sexual thing.

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:11:16 UTC from web
    10. @conventrix @omni i'm both a pet and an owner. It's really hard to explain though.

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:10:49 UTC from web
      1. @cavatina Doesn't sound unlogical to me at all. Even though this plush sheep I've got isn't alive, I still consider it to be my "pet".

        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:14:21 UTC from Choqok
        1. @omni Oh i know~ What i mean is its hard to explain the deep meanings of being a pet, and also being an owner~

          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:16:06 UTC from web
          1. @cavatina Ah, like that. Well, that's true. I guess it's also different to everyone, in a way.

            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:17:47 UTC from Choqok
            1. @omni For me its just...i place so much trust in my master, i'm his little sister so to speak...and with my pets...well i should let @scribble describe that when he gets home~

              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:19:29 UTC from web
              1. @cavatina Oh, I know... I mean, my owner is the only person I trust completely and the only one I would even think about sharing a room with at night. I've been through some sexual abuse and it is just so great to be able to hold on to her and even fall asleep when she's there without having to have any fear of going through abuse again. Just, the feeling of safety is unexplainably great to me. Just the simple fact that, no matter what happens, you will always be safe with your master is great, really great.

                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:22:56 UTC from Choqok
                1. @omni Agreed~ I do trust my fiance more...but it's cause she just simply is the most amazing person i've ever met...i feel oh so safe around her, my master knows this so his role as i said is to play the most caring brother ever :3

                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:24:37 UTC from web
                  1. @cavatina Ah, your master and fiance are two different people. For me they're both the same person o,o

                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:34:50 UTC from Choqok
                2. @omni @cavatina I'm Cavatina's pet, but I'm actually not in a relationship with her (I think I told you that Omni). She still gives me all the care she can and I try and give it back in some way.

                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:39:40 UTC from web
                  1. @scribble @omni i basically try and give scribble motherly care, but i dont feel i'm doing so well lately, he assures me i am~.

                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:41:01 UTC from web
                  2. @scribble Yes, you told me. As far as I know you have a boyfriend, correct?

                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:41:05 UTC from Choqok
                    1. @omni Yup. @cavatina is right too. I feel she does a great job of being an owner

                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:42:13 UTC from web
                      1. @scribble @cavatina Seems your relationship, albeit still being very serious, is really on a completely different level than mine is. Then again, seeing as I'm asexual, the differences are already smaller (guess the main difference is kissing and saying "I love you", something me and my owner do but you two probably don't) o,o

                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:48:42 UTC from Choqok
                        1. @omni @scribble i'd be lying if i said we didnt ^^;

                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:49:19 UTC from web
                        2. @omni @cavatina We do and (as far as I know), we're both bisexuals.

                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:50:30 UTC from web
                          1. @scribble @cavatina Both kissing and saying "I love you"? Doesn't that annoy your partners?

                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:51:35 UTC from Choqok
                            1. @omni @cavatina They're both fine with it

                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:52:24 UTC from web
                              1. @scribble Huh, interesting. May I ask what kind of kisses we're talking about here? Kisses on the cheeck or something beyond that as well?

                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:54:56 UTC from Choqok
                                1. @omni Beyond.

                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:55:47 UTC from web
                                2. @omni @scribble My partner is also Scribbles mistress, he's ours

                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:58:44 UTC from web
                                  1. @cavatina @scribble Huh, interesting. I personally wouldn't be happy with it if my owner would do that with anyone but me. Then again, having "DID" as doctors call it (even though I don't consider it to be a "disease" as it makes my life easier in general instead of harder) that is somewhat the case anyway. Even though another of my personalities wouldn't do anything with her, they do something with one of her other personalities. I must say that the relationships of you two are quite advanced, though. I'm not saying they're bad in any way but I really need to think a lot to understand everything correctly, and I am not really in a state where I can do that now.

                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:01:09 UTC from Choqok
                                    1. @omni I find this "(even though I don't consider it to be a "disease" as it makes my life easier in general instead of harder)" very interesting, because that's how DiD happens in the first place, isn't it?

                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:05:38 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                      1. @ceruleanspark Sorry, what do you mean? That it starts to exist as a "coping mechanism"? x.x

                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:06:52 UTC from Choqok
                                        1. @omni Yes. That is what I mean. My understanding of it is purely theoretical though. I am not trained.

                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:07:26 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                          1. @ceruleanspark I suppose that is correct, but... they're like friends... And, you can't call friends a "disease" either, can you?... I mean, I know that the word disease has become relatively meaningless because of how often it is used, but it still implies to be something which is "diseasing" for somebody, so making something harder. However, they make my life easier. Sometimes some of them can "absorb" some of the thoughts I can't take so without them everything would be harder for me. Therefore, I can't consider them a "disease".

                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:12:19 UTC from Choqok
                                            1. @omni I would love to talk about this more, but I'm not sure this is the right venue, and I don't want to cause you any undue stress.

                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:17:52 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                              1. @ceruleanspark Feel free to ask whatever you want, if I can't or don't want to answer I'll just say so.

                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:19:44 UTC from Choqok
                                                1. @omni How do they..feel? Are the abstract constructs, or distinct individuals? Do they have names? To what extent do they operate separately to your core?

                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:21:38 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                  1. @ceruleanspark Individuals for sure. They have names, at least, most of them. We still haven't decided about a name for one of them. They generally operate fairly independently, though they most of the time are able to read the thoughts of each others and they can talk to each other. Depending on the situation they sometimes can keep thoughts away from others (something some personalities really need to do because of my instability, which actually takes some trouble as it's quite easy to accidentally "leak" thoughts). So, they're pretty individual, but still are "connected" because they have to share one location for their thoughts. It's generally an easy life, except when multiple personalities are awake as all their thoughts can be heard and sometimes conflict. If more than 2 are awake it usually becomes a complete chaos (it also drains energy to have more than one personality awake). It's hard to explain, really, so I hope you can still follow it x.x

                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:32:34 UTC from Choqok
                                                    1. @omni I hate to interrupt, but that sounds more like the concept of Tulpas. DiD sufferers most often cannot talk to their alternate personalties, and black out for large periods of time.

                                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:35:37 UTC from web
                                                      1. @rarity And that is what happens when someone Googles himself without knowing a lot about the things and just grabs the first term that allows them to easily explain it. You're probably right about me being wrong, so I should check about what the concept of Tulpas is soon.

                                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:37:12 UTC from Choqok
                                                        1. @omni I'm probably wrong, I'm not exactly an expert on psychology. Also, I've never heard of a Tulpa manifesting itself. and to put it in simple terms, a Tulpa is a personality that you create through intense visulalization, essentially creating another conciousness that you can talk to. What you're describing sounds like a Tulpa brought on in a manner similar to DiD. I

                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:39:56 UTC from web
                                                          1. @rarity Given the two most common causes of DiD, is it really wise to attempt any sort of armchair diagnosis?

                                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:42:17 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                            1. @ceruleanspark I suppose you're right. I shouldn't be discussing matters such as this anyways, I'm much too tired to be reliable.

                                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:44:05 UTC from web
                                                              1. @rarity It's just a rather delicate topic.

                                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:49:34 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                      2. @rarity diagnosis for mental health issues is invariably a confusing minefield.

                                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:41:50 UTC from web
                                                        1. @pawnheart especially when the one doing the diagnosing has no formal education in the field whatsoever.

                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:43:23 UTC from web
                                                    2. @omni I can follow that easily enough. Thank you for taking the time to answer in detail. How many are there?

                                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:41:00 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                      1. @ceruleanspark Including myself, 7, thought most of them have become quite weak over time so there are only 2 (excluding myself) which are really active. Most sleep for days, weeks or even months without waking up.

                                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:43:20 UTC from Choqok
                                                        1. @omni Um... you should probably take everything I've said with a grain of salt because I know nothing beyond casual internet reading.

                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:48:41 UTC from web
                                                          1. @rarity Well, same here with the words I choose. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm using a completely wrong term, as I know little except from my own experience with it x.x

                                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:50:18 UTC from Choqok
                                                            1. @omni don't worry about it :3

                                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:52:12 UTC from web
                                                        2. @omni So can they, for lack of a better word, "drive"?

                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:50:00 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                          1. @ceruleanspark Not sure what you mean with that. If you mean "control the body", then yes. When they're awake they usually (pretty much always) put me to sleep and control the body while I rest.

                                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:51:41 UTC from Choqok
                                                            1. @omni Is it just like sleeping then? You're not a "passenger"?

                                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:02:29 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                              1. @ceruleanspark I'm not sure how I should answer that question, being honest, as I can't describe the state I am in then well. It also depends, at times. Sometimes I really don't know anything and can't even remember what just happened, at other times I know perfectly fine what happened x.x

                                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:06:42 UTC from Choqok
                                                                1. @omni Sounds like an accurate description of sleep to me.

                                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:07:17 UTC from web
                                                                  1. @toksyuryel I'm sorry v.v

                                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:09:08 UTC from Choqok
                                                                    1. @omni *hug*

                                                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:11:29 UTC from web
                                                                      1. @toksyuryel # I don't want to be unclear v.v I'm probably just imagining them anyway, but they feel so real and I don't want to lose them v.v At any rate, I've got to leave, need to go to my owner now v.v Goodbye v.v

                                                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:13:44 UTC from Choqok
                                                                        1. @omni Stay safe.

                                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:14:25 UTC from web
                                                                        2. @omni # bye bye

                                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:14:36 UTC from web
                                                                        3. @omni bye, friend. *hugs*

                                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:15:05 UTC from web
                                                                        4. @omni See you! *hugs* Thank you for all the information! It's been very interesting!

                                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 13:15:20 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                                                                          1. @ceruleanspark I have arrived safely. It was a beautiful day so far, after a lot of crying I got her to chain me again (something she hasn't done for a year or so) and the result was great. It was like being "teleported" to when she used to do that. We felt so awesome about it that we ended up crying out of pure happiness. Even now I need to watch out my eyes don't get teary. Oh yeah, no problem regarding the info, it's great to have someone listen to you in the first place. Also, I have no clue why I replied to you, probably because I like you (amongst others) and want you to know I'm doing quite well =^_^= <3

                                                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 19:06:49 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                            1. @omni I'm so glad to hear that :3 It makes me so happy to hear that one of my friends is happy. *hugs*

                                                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 19:07:53 UTC from web
                                                                              1. @ceruleanspark @dlcentaur @cavatina @woona # quickly while his owner is reading before she'll complain about me being on RDN again

                                                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 19:59:46 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                                1. @omni *secret hug fun*

                                                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 20:00:12 UTC from web
                                                                                  1. @ceruleanspark Better than scary hug fun?

                                                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 20:02:14 UTC from IdentiCurse
                                                                                  2. @ceruleanspark # #

                                                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 20:23:39 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                            2. @omni Heya buddy! I've been praying for you like I said I would :D

                                                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 19:08:06 UTC from web
                                                                            3. @omni ^.^ YAY <3 <3 <3

                                                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 19:08:08 UTC from web
                                    2. @omni @scribble its perfectly fine Omni~ In honesty the intimacy between me, and scribble + sam is very...well its minor in how often it is~ Most of my love, and most of my lust is purely for my sweet fiance

                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:11:44 UTC from web
                                      1. @cavatina If I read it like this I get a feeling the stuff that happens between you and @scribble and Sam would be considered as "cheating" by most couples, or am I mistaking there? I'm not saying it's necessarily wrong though, as long as all partners are aware of it and accept it, but I am just wondering.

                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:15:10 UTC from Choqok
                                        1. @omni @cavatina Cheating would be if me and Cavatina did it behind both of our partners backs and they're not okay with it. They both know we do it and they're both okay with it.

                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:18:00 UTC from web
                                          1. @scribble @omni Thats exactly what i said~ X3. ANYWAY this might get too NSFW for the stream soon~

                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:19:47 UTC from web
                                        2. @omni @scribble It kinda is not~ It's really hard to explain, cause they were mine and rammy's pets before they even had any sort of love interest in each other...its all weird even for me XD I'd say it'd be more cheating if either of them basically broke off from us, but the other carried on...thats when i'd actually not want to do anything whatsoever actually. Mutual consent from them both is what i need to even for example, kiss @Scribble or Sam, if one of them withdrew their consent of this, i'd have no issues whatsoever.

                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:18:08 UTC from web
                                          1. @cavatina @scribble Yeah, okay, I see. Sorry, I'm bad with choosing words right now. I suppose I could consider both your relationships to be similar to polygamy (with the exception of you not being married, as far as I know)? Sorry If I'm wrong again, just trying to make sure I understand this correctly. And I'm sorry, I wasn't planning on making this go too close to NSFW status. I hope I'm not making any of you feel unconfortable either with these quite personal questions.

                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:22:52 UTC from Choqok
                                            1. @omni @Scribble i dont think polygamy is the right term cause honestly...i'm ehhh on that kinda thing. I cant remember the last time anything more than a brief peck happened anyway o3o;, my and rammy's relationship is totally independant from scribble and sams~

                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:24:38 UTC from web
                                              1. @cavatina Polyamory is probably the term you are looking for. I say this without clicking on "in context".

                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:26:23 UTC from web
                                                1. @toksyuryel ...to wikitionary!

                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:27:07 UTC from web
                                                2. @toksyuryel Hmmm...i still dun think it applies. I still feel my love for @scribble and Sam is much more guardianlike than lusty. I doubt any form of intimacy will even happen when he and sam live together X3

                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:29:17 UTC from web
                                                  1. @cavatina Lust has nothing to do with polyamory.

                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:29:52 UTC from web
                                                    1. @toksyuryel well colour me genuinely confused...cause the only person i have any romantic love for is Ramona~

                                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:30:39 UTC from web
                                                      1. @cavatina That'd be monoamory then^^

                                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:31:21 UTC from web
                                                        1. @toksyuryel What is monoamory? ^^; SO MANY NEW THINGS XD

                                                          Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:31:52 UTC from web
                                                          1. @cavatina mono = one, poly = many, amory = love

                                                            Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:32:51 UTC from web
                                                            1. @toksyuryel Ah, mkay X3.

                                                              Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:34:03 UTC from web
                                                              1. @cavatina politics = poly + ticks = many blood-sucking insects

                                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:40:06 UTC from web
                                                  2. @toksyuryel @cavatina It's hard to explain, but mine and Cavatina's relationship is pretty much that of a pet and their owner. Where by, the owner is in a relationship with someone else, the pet is also in a relationship with someone else, but there is still love between the pet and owner.

                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:32:47 UTC from web
                                                    1. @scribble That's not hard to explain at all. You're in an owner-pet relationship. End of line.

                                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:33:18 UTC from web
                                              2. @cavatina I see. I suppose the relation between you and scribble is "in between partners and friends" then. I'm trying to understand but it's quite hard, perhaps not the best thing to try with this headache. Oh well, perhaps I'll be able to understand it later x.x

                                                Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:35:00 UTC from Choqok
                                                1. @omni Aren't you a pet too? You shouldn't be having such a hard time understanding this, or does your owner forbid you to love?

                                                  Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:37:59 UTC from web
                                                  1. @toksyuryel Well, my owner is also my partner. And she doesn't forbid me to love, she knows how I feel about one particular guy, but she is slightly jealous when it comes to that, and I suppose I am as well (but that is just mostly my fear of losing her).

                                                    Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:40:14 UTC from Choqok
                                                    1. @omni I can explain this easy then- @scribble's owner is *not* their partner ☺ (at least, thats what I gathered from the most recent explanation put forth)

                                                      Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:43:11 UTC from web
                                                      1. @toksyuryel Yeah, I got that. I just haven't done anything more than hugging someone who isn't my partner and my current partner is my first "real-life" partner so it's somewhat hard to imagine it to me, I'm sorry.

                                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:44:16 UTC from Choqok
                                                      2. @toksyuryel @scribble @omni I am not no~ Nor do i have any interest in ever being so~

                                                        Friday, 27-Apr-12 12:45:49 UTC from web
    11. @conventrix If you could explain what you mean with "what kind of pet are you?" because it seemed that my last answer didn't completely answer your question.

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:13:04 UTC from Choqok
    12. @conventrix I've never tried it, myself... nor it's stubbier counterpart, croquet.

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 11:44:14 UTC from web
    13. @woona A lot of fun, being with her makes me feel alive. We're going to sleep in a minute though, I'm tired and, even though I'm still stable, I don't want to take any unnecessary risks

      Friday, 27-Apr-12 20:23:21 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    14. @woona Well, good morning *yawns* We're going to have breakfast soon o,o Aren't you the one I gave an experimental Noise song BTW? o,o

      Saturday, 28-Apr-12 08:14:16 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    15. @woona I don't know if it's a good idea to share the kind of Experimental Noise I enjoy with you, seeing the way you act. Are you sure you can take it? It's not "easy-listening", in no way.

      Saturday, 28-Apr-12 20:03:32 UTC from MuSTArDroid