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!helpme I can't open my jar of pickles!
Friday, 22-Jun-12 06:07:58 UTC from web- Bit Shift likes this.
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@redenchilada Get in Line! Calculus Homework than Pickles (I read that as cookies at first)
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@redenchilada Yeah not real funny if this is used for jokes. I'm offering something that many don't have. just someone to vent to or ask advice.
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@noirbatch Look, if I can be perfectly honest here, playing internet psychiatrist isn't going to give people any genuine help.
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@redenchilada I think he means like how RDN/Cerulean stopped me from chugging antifreeze sorta deal
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@redenchilada You might be surprised how much difference it makes. Certainly nobody is asking you to contribute.
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@redenchilada I'm going to be honest here. I'm not trying to be that. I have spent a lot of my life helping people, by just listening to them. I dont try and help sometimes. I am just there. I am tired of seeing so many people so upset over things. I have helped several just by texting them, or IMing them. What makes the difference is I want to be there. Forgive me if you think this is ridiculous, but I am just ... Long story. Point is I am trying. Even if no one uses it. Hell I am trying my damnedest
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@renovatedkitchen #Hugsandcuddleslots Thank you Stephan
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@noirbatch This ties in with an idea that I aired a couple of days ago. I had the idea of setting up a map where volunteers could post their locations, so they could, if needed, provide local shipping for gift ponies, provide hugs, or non-long-distance calls to people who needed them.
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@noirbatch anytime. You still seemed stressed to me, and no matter what you say, I'm giving you a constant hug. Like a leech. But a leach that sends hugs instead. Nothing will rid me from you.
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@ceruleanspark Yeah I loved that idea so much. I wanted to contribute something for those who have no one to physically reach too. I want to take part in that idea. Making it a reality friend step by step. I would love to be a volunteer.
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@nlghtmaremoon nothing I say. NOTHING!!!! ^_^
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@renovatedkitchen Lol I wouldn't have it any other way. Still try and sleep when the espresso dies down in your system please?
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@ceruleanspark I definitely support this!!
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@noirbatch Very well then. I still don't see a large benefit from it, but then again, I tend to keep whatever feelings I have to myself, so I'm not one to judge.
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@noirbatch not till you sleep.
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@redenchilada You can keep your feelings to yourself, but don't ever keep those sweet Stepmania moves hidden. #SWAG
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@redenchilada awwww. Red, you should open up! ^_^
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@starlynx4 You still haven't answered my question about why you keep abusing that tag. ;x
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@renovatedkitchen I still did not poo >:L
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@renovatedkitchen But I don't see a need. It's not affecting me in the long run, so why should I bother some people on the internet with it?
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@marsh Oh, yes yo dee!
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@derpyshy Whut 9_6
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@marsh To DEE poo!
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@derpyshy >_> Whut
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@redenchilada It's not abuse. Just because I use it doesn't mean it's pointless. If I can get a few other #SWAG s a day, its all worth it. I mean, if its necessary, I'll tone down the #SWAG if needed.
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@redenchilada well, like you say, it is your call. But there are always a that bunch of us that when you are having a bad or sad day, are here with arms open to give you a hug, shoulder to cry on and take anything you have to say.
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@marsh but that's not good :(
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@redenchilada Well someone needs at least one person to open up to. It doesn't have to be me, just anyone. You may see no point in this, but so many people go through a lot... Sometimes they just need someone to let them know they do matter. Everyone deserves kindness and respect.
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@renovatedkitchen BUT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP UP MY INTERNET TOUGH GUY IMAGE OTHERWISE
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@renovatedkitchen THAT'S LIKE ASKING MICHAEL TO WRITE MOVING POETRY
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@redenchilada IM SO EMOTIONAL BUT I KEEP IT HIDDEN BEHIND MY BLACK TRENCH COAT, EXCEPT ON THE WEEKENDS WHEN I GO TO DDR COMPETITIONS AND MEET A GIRL WHO LIKES ME FOR THE INSIDE, NOT THE OUTSIDE. ESPECIALLY THE PANCREAS. #SWAG
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@redenchilada Oh we wont judge you. Your still a tough guy ;D
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@redenchilada I bet he could write some good stuff if he tried.
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@redenchilada well, to be honest, I was slightly shocked to see you didn't post banned. But that's why you can even just have that one person to confide in that won't spill the beans, so you can still be authoritative, but also know that there are people who even though haven't met you or heard your voice, honest to god care for each and every person.
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@marsh *tisk* * tisk*
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@renovatedkitchen No poop :P
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@renovatedkitchen My experience with 'helping' people is that they just continue to mess up over and over no matter how much or well you help them. I say let them burn, but you would expect that from me wouldn't you?
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@carcino I have yet to fail, I have helped or made some sort of impact in some way. Got a friend to quit meth, or something simple as to get my manic depressive friend to smile every day at least once.
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@carcino no. I believe everyone has a caring and kind soft side to them. I think the least we can do, the very least, is help stop someone from committing suicide. Lots of us have a tough outer outer layer, but we cannot keep our bad feelings bottled up. It's bad for everyone.
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@noirbatch Fail may be a harsh word, no one's killed themselves yet, but they keep going back.
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@marsh lol. One day....one day...
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@renovatedkitchen Well that caring and soft side can only go through the wash so many times before it becomes not so soft.
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@carcino I know but I was close to failing. I have a friend whom I've know for several years who is servery schizophrenic. I walked into his room with a gun in his hand about to pull the trigger. I tackled him as he pulled it only grazing his ear. After I had a long talk with him. He has become more positive, and hasn't tried suicide for 4 years.
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@renovatedkitchen But it doesn't do me any good. I don't improve my mood by talking about things on the internet. I play games or something.
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@carcino it get covered up more and more, and as we grow older, we begin to wonder what happened to that side of us. There's a difference between being a hard mangoes all round and someone who has a good heart, but can still defend their views and loved ones.
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@carcino That is the bananas I love to do. Everyday since I was young. Tough love, kindness, whatever is needed.
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@noirbatch Psh, it'll relapse.
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@redenchilada Then dont participate. :l
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@renovatedkitchen shouldn't you be in bed?
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@renovatedkitchen If by loved ones you mean hot chicks and booze, then I'm there.
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@redenchilada We should Team fortress. I'm that bored.
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@carcino With that attitude. Yeah. Positive attitude goes a long way friend.
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@marsh Well, sorry for saying something. I made a remark about something, got corrected, apologized and explained myself, and now everyone's telling me I should "open up more". Forgive me if I'm a bit irritable.
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@noirbatch Overrated.
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@carcino I'm playing on 209.188.25.82:27016 if you wanna spam joins until it lets you in.
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@renovatedkitchen my issue with opening up is I've yet to meet anyone whom I feel could actually understand the degree of thinking I constantly go through. Nothing spectacularly intelligent, just constant nonstop thinking.
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@redenchilada Forget I said anything, I read wrong. Im retarded. I should stop talking.
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@lyrica SHOULDN'T YOU BE IN BED.
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@redenchilada I don't even know what that is.
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@redenchilada You don't have to open up. I was just saying if you ever feel the need. I am here, and no need to apologize. Just something I am passionate about. #hugs
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@hugmaster after this show
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@redenchilada it's great to be able to vent by yourself. But sometimes when things get too hard too look the other way and forget, we need someone to lean on and trust. Computers are great for forgetting about problems, but what about those problems that you can't seem to get out of your thoughts? The ones that keep repeating in your mind and drive you up the wall? Thats what we are here for. Many of us are willing to give out numbers, Skype and all that in case someone is in dire emergency. Heck, if anyone here was very troubled, I would fly out to them, or let them stay at my place until things boiled over. There is nothing that can replace a real person to talk with.
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@carcino It's a stupid gimmick server. We're playing a bunch of stupid things and laughing our heads off.
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@crusader8 That is why I am a terrible insomniac.
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@lyrica I am in bed ^_^
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@lyrica Don't tell me it has 1 hour left.
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@redenchilada Okay. I don't computer game well .
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@noirbatch hard for me to sleep too...
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@renovatedkitchen I have people in real life if I ever _have_ to talk to someone about a thing. I'm just not, personally, convinced that consolations given over the internet work as well as those given face-to-face.
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@renovatedkitchen @noirbatch @Redenchilada know that if anything he also has me to talk to, doubt he remembers but he's helped me vent a few times over the years
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@carcino well like I say to red. You either bottle up your emotions until you cant handle them, or you build off of them and use the fact that you overcame them as a strong base that keeps you in control.
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@carcino Open TF2, press ~, and type the word 'connect', a space, and that string of numbers in the console exactly as I gave it to you.
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@carcino I feel as if something may have made you see it that way. Continue just living friend. I am still here. Don't mind if you never talk to me, but it is better to have it out there. In case you do.
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@hugmaster naw, just 12 minutes
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@renovatedkitchen I don't have emotions.
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@noirbatch Living is the second best thing I do .
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@lyrica Sigh you are like Minti, you never sleep. Even so I said I would sleep a long time ago like you did...
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@hugmaster yup
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@crusader8 I know what you mean. I have a very different thought process too. I still have problems really opening up, because I'm afraid I won't be understood
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@crusader8 Yeah remember the new Sherlock Holmes... I think like that. Processing everything in a seconde.. Along with my imagination, so I can kinda relate
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@redenchilada I'll hop on in a minute or two, got a little project in Flash I would like to get some work done on .
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@carcino Then live well
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@noirbatch Don't you want to know what the first one was?
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@carcino Actually yes
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@redenchilada I must agree with you. But for instance, when I was pacing my house trying to keep my mind off of drinking a glass of antifreeze, Cerulean was talking to me and managed to put in a delay of emotions, and eventually I calmed down.
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@noirbatch Mortal Kombat.
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@lyrica they are both great people :)
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@carcino Hell yeah
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@carcino I believe you do. If you didn't, you wouldn't have joined the conversation and mostly, wouldnt have been using full sentences. :)
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@renovatedkitchen I'm allowed an opinion, emotions or no.
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@carcino no one is without emotions. Sometimes we forget about them or cover them up, but by doing so, we only hurt ourselves.
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@renovatedkitchen A quote there
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@renovatedkitchen Feels pretty painless here.
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@noirbatch that you are going to use against me?
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@renovatedkitchen No just seeing the things I have said, just.. said a little differently. Lol Oh and yeah I am going to use these against you lol
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@carcino sometimes we push our emotions far out of the way so that we don't seem affected by them. But it really works against you to do that. I understand self image is important, but if you don't have anyone to confide in, it will keep eating at you without you even noticing it.
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@renovatedkitchen Trust is for people who have emotions, I don't need to confide in no one, since I lack emotions. You seem to be ignoring that. If I had emotions I would think you were trying to rustle my jimmies.
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@noirbatch oh. Sorry. I usually sit in replies until I've replied to everyone then switch back over. Otherwise I go crazy. Lol
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@renovatedkitchen Lol no no worries. Lol I am glad they are getting use lol
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@carcino Ever felt anger? Ever laughed? We all have emotions. Don't just flat out say that now. Also Is she clapping?
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@carcino so you're telling me that you've never cried, been mad, angry, sad or depressed? Just a constant straight face? In that case, if I was you, I would take a look at your past :( I find it hard to feel emotions lots of times, ask noirbatch. But I know that something inside me clicks
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@noirbatch Those things sound boring. And yes she is. Here's the original. http://ur1.ca/9joju
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@noirbatch but, I'm lost now? :(
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@renovatedkitchen I don't remember last week, the past looking thing isn't going to work, Jimmy rustler.
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@lyrica Oh, my Minti draws, have them all. http://ur1.ca/9jok3
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@carcino So how long until you join TF2? :c
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@redenchilada Guess I'll hop on now.
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@carcino im not trying to rustle anyone's jimmes. I just can't get myself to believe that someone is without emotion
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@renovatedkitchen There you go again.
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@carcino not quite sure how to reply?
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@renovatedkitchen You're attempting to rustle my nonexistent jimmies. What did they do to you?
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@redenchilada Steam is being a dick.
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@redenchilada It's all 'YOU CAN ONLY HAVE ONE VERSION OF STEAM RUNNING AT ONCE' And I'm not even running steam.
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@carcino oh. Sorry if that's what you thought. Honestly wasn't trying to get into anyone's jimmies. If you knew me, you would know I'm not one to do that in this kind of a talk. Sorry though
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@renovatedkitchen Don't apologize to me, apologize to the jimmies.
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@carcino Go, like, kill any Steam process that's open. Control+Shift+Escape, Processes, look for anything named "Steam.exe" and end process. Then try opening it again.
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@redenchilada There we go.
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@carcino *apologizes to the great jimmes*
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@renovatedkitchen Now get out.
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@carcino *stays*
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@renovatedkitchen I'm calling the police.
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@carcino *is invisible to all but you*
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@renovatedkitchen *tacklehugs* <3
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@renovatedkitchen How are you feeling, hun?
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@flaredancer Feeling like I'm in (if that's the proper way) Utopia! ^_^ and now that Howard is asleep, I can sleep too
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@renovatedkitchen lol Yay! =^.^= Sleep is good
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@flaredancer yes. And I need to be up in 3 hours. Lol
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@renovatedkitchen Oh, goodness. Then you'd best get to sleep *hugs* I hope you rest well
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@flaredancer me too ^_^
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@renovatedkitchen *snuggles* G'night!
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@flaredancer oh. Fine. ^_^ goodnight!
