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Hello, RDN! How is everyone?
Friday, 01-Nov-13 17:06:36 UTC from web-
@dropsterdash Quite many, hello!
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@dropsterdash hiya
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@beatstrings Quite many?
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@dropsterdash The site is very active of the moment. So yes.
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@dropsterdash hai you
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@beatstrings I see. Quite many hellos.
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@dropsterdash poor.. at least i am
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@mushi No hai YOU!
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@tohelo That sucks. What's the matter?
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@dropsterdash doing anyhting?
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@mushi Not much I was dreading my hair, but I just finished. Now I am giving my sore hands a break.
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@dropsterdash nothing just wishing that i would have money to spend on games.. but wazzup with u
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@tohelo I am doing well, thanks.
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@dropsterdash cool, i think i'm gonn aplay tales of xillia
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@mushi Never heard of it. What is it?
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@dropsterdash Oh, by the way, hope you don't share the same fate, but, have you ever fell down some stairs?
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@beatstrings Yes. Our porch stairs get very icy in the winter. I fal down them about once every other month.
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@dropsterdash Ah. Oh, I'm making pony icons in black ops 2 at the moment. Pinkamena to be exact. I love her psychopathic tendencies.
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@beatstrings Pinkamena? Don't go there... I have very bad memories of nightmares with her in them...
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@dropsterdash I am and back, I lived the hell and most of the time we share the same story with her. That's why she's so close to my heart. Also, I just drew her: http://rainbowdash.net/notice/3092636 So why not?
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@beatstrings Well... Don't take it personally if I don't share your enthusiasm. I've stumbled across a few very disturbing tumblr accounts featuring her.
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@mushi Looks like fun! Though I've never really been into anime, personally.
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@dropsterdash I've sort of stopped watching everything anime, but i still like the art style
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@mushi The art isn't bad. It's the animation I don't care for.
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@dropsterdash Oh I loved and learned to understand violence. Like I said, I have practiced tolerance and patience, so all I can say if you don't really like it, let's not get to that.
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@dropsterdash well, i like the animation too
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@mushi Ouch, why? I'm kind of curious since I did the same years ago.
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@beatstrings i dont know why but i've not been feeling like watching stuff latelly
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@beatstrings I have no issues with violence. But I saw one of the dubs made by mindlessgonzo and it put me into a bout of depression and paranoia. Nightmares came often. It only lasted for about 11 days, but I would have to say that those 11 days were some of the worst I have experienced.
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@dropsterdash Oh, sorry, I never experience paranoia, fear is inevitable, too. But, I feel sorry for you. Most of my cases of fear are overcome with ease.
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@mushi True, I haven't watched television for years and most times I only read news for entertainment. (pointless)
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@beatstrings i've started reading in the last year, it is cool, but my cheap reading skills makes it a bit meh
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@randomwonderbolt Oh, well, just keep your heads up and try to stay calm as far as you can.
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@beatstrings Fear? Had it. Beat it. It comes back sometimes though... Paranoia? Had it. It threw me into a wall and curb-stomped my body until I passed out. When I woke up, it was gone. But I feel like it took a part of me with it. Depression? I fight with it constantly. Some days it wins, some days it loses.
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@dropsterdash Well, good for you, I've been trained for quite a time to be the most controlled emotion and uncontrollable skill to surpass mostly anyone. Depression? Well, lets just say he's my favorite expression to use, I always have it and I'm content to what it do to me. (no nothing emo, just pure, downy, heavy depression)
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@randomwonderbolt Oh, welp, that's a good start.
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@beatstrings I'm getting kind of tired of fighting it though. Sometimes I just wish it could all be over. Nothing suicidal, but sometimes I just want to stay in bed and do nothing important for the rest of my life.
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@dropsterdash Getting tired is one thing, being productive is another. No judgement just do what you want, it's what it all matters when living.
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@beatstrings I don't mean tired in that sense. I just don't look forward to the stress that a class or assignment gives me. But then if I skip classes or assignments, I become afraid I will get a bad grade and not be able to get a good job... And then instead of helping others who are worse off than me, I'll be needing help from people who are better off than me. That is my biggest fear.
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@dropsterdash Just don't think about fear, fear is strong, ignorance and thinking is stronger.
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@beatstrings "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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@scribus Beautiful, just how beautiful you lengthened that thought makes me feel a bit more happy.
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@beatstrings It's from Dune. :)
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@beatstrings Well, I try not to think about fear. But my ADD has me thinking at a very fast pace at all waking hours... Eventually I run out of encouraging/happy thoughts to think. At that point I generally can't help but think of scenarios of my future. Eventually, I find one or two that are somewhere between somewhat worrying and absolutely terrifying. Then I will fret about these scenarios for the rest of the week, or even the rest of my life if they are scary enough. I really wish I could change this, but that would require fundamentally changing who I am. Even if I could, I'm not sure I would want to.
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@dropsterdash Have you ever considered clearing? Like a refresh button perhaps. Just think of nothing. Ever thought you can fill of that nothing with everything? Think about it, if you can fill nothing, then you can fill countless times until you have "something" you wanted.
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@beatstrings Think of nothing? I do not have the ability to think of nothing. The only time I have ever thought of nothing was when I was taking neuro-depressants to help me sleep. And even then it only lasted a minute or two.
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