@sleepingautumn
UK
Pony fan from the UK. Gamer, geek, reader, wannabe writer.
Trying out this 'being social' thing.
WWTSD
Sleeping Autumn (sleepingautumn)
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Yeah, I'm definitely back to normal here. Randomly posting replies to everything and not saying much of interest. ^^;
Tuesday, 30-Aug-11 10:13:03 UTC from web -
@rotation Sounds like my life too. Best solution is to make something cool or interesting happen yourself :)
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@flaxx Sleeping while eating toast? Cunning way to save time!
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@vandarium Light yellow with pink perhaps?
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@flaxx heya. Waiting for a package and trying to get rid of a head cold. :)
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@thelastgherkin Take care, ultimate pickled cucumber!
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@rotation Doing good, lots of stuff happening IRL but in a good way. Sorting my life out as well as I can. How have things been here?
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@rotation It's me! Fear me! >:3
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@thelastgherkin heya :) Going ok. Lots of changes in RL have kept me tied up, but I'm baaaack :3
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It's been a while but I'm finally back on the dash.net. Unfortunately my client still won't auto alert me to posts :( Ah well, no worries, back to the ponies. How are things, everypony? :)
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Watching Pony and introiducing new people to the herd. #FeelsGood
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@rotation Interesting, though I'm on the other side of the Irish Sea and without transportation :( Hope it goes well though :)
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And hi all, its been a while :)
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Pony pins arrived on my birthday #happypony
Tuesday, 21-Jun-11 14:51:00 UTC from StatusNet Android -
@rotation ahh, ok. That makes sense.
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No-one can groove like the girls with hooves...
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@flaxx yeah x.x I might have ideas buried somewhere but I have an abject lack of confidence in myself and anything I do; so as much as I want to do something like write or draw or anything that requires practice and sustained effort, I feel certain that it's pointless and give up, and I hate myself for it but I can't seem to stop x.x
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@flaxx *hug* unlikely to, it has been like this intermittently for the last 10 years, but thank you
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@flaxx it's ok, I appreciate the sentiment. :( I'm just having a bad moment. Stupid messed-up neurochemistry, I want a refund on my brain x.x
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@yatta it doesn't really help but thanks, the thought matters
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@flaxx Oh. :( I don't really get inspiration, instead I see something and think something is good or interestig but I never feel inspired to try or do something myself. It's like I'm stuck being the audience for life, only able to react and absorb never able to make anything, and that feeling deeply upsets me x.x
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@princessluna @flaxx ok. the problem is that I don't know how to start. I don't have any ideas of what to draw or write and I end up staring at a blank page and feeling inadequate. At best I manages a few lines or a sentence then stall with no idea what to do.
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@princessluna @flaxx I'm sorry, I don't understand.
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@flaxx Thank you for the kind words. I know I won't get any better without trying but I don'teven know where to start. Other people's art or writing intimidates me and I feel sure I could never make anything as good as it, so why try :(
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@flaxx true, but practice requires confidence :(
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@flaxx thank you ^^ Now if only I was able to draw her properly.
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@yatta well then, welcome to the dashnet *hugs* Green Leaves fan? :)
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@yatta great to hear, and hi! I don't think we've talked before
